Right here, right now we are probably thinking the same thing. Just like we always do. I love that we're thinking the same stuff at the same time. It's like I've finally met my soulmate. But he's better. I don't have to call him my soulmate 'cause he's my boyfriend. I just hope it'll stay that way forever. I hope it will never fade away just like the lights at night.

So many questions in my head but he's worth having me and I think I'm worth having him. After all I've been trough. This is what I've always wanted. And now it's not just there, it's right here. Got a problem? He'll be there and if he has one, I'll be there for him too. I'll always be there for him. 'Cause I love him. I'll always will. My feelings are much deeper than ever before. I hope he'll hold me close to his body and that he'll never let go.

"The new" was weird in the beginning but now the only thing I feel about it, is excitement. All the stuff I like about boys is what I have right now. I'm not letting him go. 'Cause this is perfection. Our love is pure and undefined. Just like an undefined flying object. Flying above the sky but nobody knows what it seems like. I've never felt this way before. The only feeling that I've experienced the most was pain. Pain everywhere. In my life and every relationship. But not this one. This isn't a fantasy. This is the real thing. Someone loves me for who I am and that's a feeling I will cherish for a lifetime. Hopefully a life with him in it. 'Cause otherwise it'll be just a waste. A waste of having these true feelings for one time. I'm so in love with him.