It was a crazy day back then. I just started blogging and writing stuff about my life. My relationship was at its ending. He showed up and I couldn't believe how amazing he was. He was so hot in that jacket. His hair. Just everything. When I saw him back this year. After all that time, my feelings were the same towards him. He grew up so nice. I love his tight hugs. I love him but I lost him.

I lost my favourite person on this planet. I'm not going to see him ever again. Maybe these are last texts from him. I don't know. I'm so scared for what's comming. He let's me go so easily but I can't. I remember what we had. Our precious memories. They mean a lot to me. They always will. Now they will just haunt me forever. This is a sad goodbye. A goodbye I don't want. I don't want to lose him again. I love him way to much for this. Yes, it's killing me but I have to let him go. So this is my sad goodbye to you. I'll always love you and I promise I'll never forget you.