I loved so many things about you. Now you broke everything between us. Everything I ever loved is gone. Gone because you are blinded by her. I wish I could just be happy about it. Wish I could do my work just like I would normally do. Apparently I can't. Just because of you and your love for her. It's strange how you ended this. One call or message would be so fantastic. Had to find out the hard way. At the end we had a great time while we were friends before you were together. Never forget who put you two together just like I'll never forget that mistake. I regret every single minute of it.

Your promises while you were single are all lies to my right now. You always said you are so truthfull. Well I guess not. You said no one would come between us. If you had a girl and she would do that, there would be a break-up. I guess you meant us. I miss you. I miss the way we talked before you met her. Can't forget the way we were. Can't forget what you asked me on wednesday. Can't forget what you said. It'd be ridiculous that we would end because of that. You were planning this all along. You were a great friend. Past tense because it's in the past. Don't know if you'll come back. Honestly I don't think you'll ever come back. You have her so your world is complete. Don't come crying to me when you break-up. You did it again now. Just worse than previously. I even wonder why I fell in love with you. These feelings will haunt me for the rest of my life. These questions will never go away.

I stand in a corner. Just watching life pass by. All those people I can't trust. I don't want to make friends anymore. I lose them all. I want what's best for you can't you see? I loved you more as a friend. You'll never know that. I'm broken by your decision. Can't eat, can't study. The only thing I do, is thinking about you. I know I should stop doing that. I have to stand tall but it's hard. You threw nine years away. That's not nothing. But it's your decision, I have to accept that. Even though it's hard.