Ik ben Annita
Ik ben een vrouw en woon in Nieuwpoort (België) en mijn beroep is Schrijfster.
Ik ben geboren op 16/09/1995 en ben nu dus 29 jaar jong.
Mijn hobby's zijn: Gamen en schrijven.
Don't take anything too seriously.
Neem niet alles te serieus.
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20-02-2018
Bye To Us
Bye to the stars that fade away. Bye to the light that shined in our heart. Our fire burned out. We're gone just like a night. Everything that happened can't be undone. I've made many mistakes in my life. Should I go to church for that? It won't make you appear next to me. It won't make it all better. Should I pray, should I make you stay? I tried that last one. Couldn't make it happen. Is it too late?
Is it too late for us to just try? Boy you got me at hello, my feelings never faded. Five years are gone. Two years are trough. Do you really want that to happen? You want to be friends but you blocked me on Facebook. You're a liar and I've always know that. I just thought it might change over time. Well it didn't. I still love you though. Your eyes, your smile... I loved everything about you. I love everything about us. Tell me, is it really over?
It's definetly over. You don't deserve me. Not now, not tomorrow, never! You played me like a baseball. Four months have you been lying straight to my face. What does it all mean now? Why did you do that? Why did I let you do that? How could you? You used me like a toy. You think I have a lot of boys inside me but hun that's not even true. I made two mistakes. Two big mistakes. A guy and a girl. I'm sorry for everything. I always was. But right now I'm broken. I'm torn inside. You knew I was raped. I hope you know that's true. I love you and only you.
If you want to shout at me, do it. If you want to hate me, do it. I never played with you like you did with me. I love you. Boy you make me crazy in love. You always did. But what's five years? I have feelings for you for five years. They don't just go away and you know that. Just hold me in your arms. I want to change this thing. We gotta make this through. This can't be happening. Not us.
After two weeks I know it's best to let you go. Let the thoughts go. I gotta move on. With you or without you, I don't even care at this point. You've done enough to let me go. I'm done feeling stupid. Just done having feelings for you while there might be someone deserving my love. I wish I could rewind everything and change the past but we might never be meant to be. It sucks to have two years gone to waste. No, I won't go back to my rapist ex-boyfriend. I'm trough with that. People make mistakes but should you punish them so hard so they wouldn't even be able to sleep properly? Altough I think I kinda deserve everything, the only thing I want is you. Just us
