I'M IN LOVE WITH HIM!!

And the worst part is that I can't let anyone know. It kills me every single time again.

He's the first one I would love to tell my good news too and share laugther with. But I can't.

This is the moment that falling in love hurts as much as a heartbreak.

Though he was never mine, losing him breaks my heart. And it hurts.

It hurts as truly, madly, deeply I actually love him...