I woke up at 5 am this morning. I wanted to turn around and sleep some more, but I decided to get up. I did the superman (read: superwoman) pose for 5 minutes and went to the bathroom. My running clothes have their own space all together, 'cause that makes it easy when I want to leave fast for a run. 2 minutes later I closed the front door of my house after me and faced the darkness of what is called 'night'.
Placing one foot in front of the other, over and over again, for about 6 kilometres! I was mad, even furious, I admit it. It made me ran fast and longer. Faster and longer than I normally can. It took about half of the run to empty my head and still my mind. I ran in total darkness and felt small but strong at the same time for doing this.
You know, the road doesn't ask silly questions. It's just there to steady me. No matter how dark it is, how fast or slow I go. Even if my body decided to fall, I know it's there, the road. So I ran on even when I saw nothing anymore and the trees felt like shadows of cruel monsters. I ran on.
Because when the train goes through a tunnel and it gets dark, you don't throw away the ticket and jump off. You sit still and trust the engineer. What this means in my life is that I trust in God and that I'll give love one more try, always one more try.
PS: Yesterday, late night, I did found the song! It did what it had to do! <3 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rBzcOUOY5YY
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