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| The adventure of girl finding a man! |
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| 05-09-2015 |
 Best thing I've (n)ever had - Part 2 |
As you've read before I went to bed happy as a puppy. So guess how I woke up. TRUE! Happy as a puppy. That only happened at 3 AM. I felt like I almost didn't slept at all but I was wide awake. I shared long cuddles with my dog R. who was still tired. :D So I've let him sleep some more and started to write in my notebook. I wrote about my date with Y. Normally in the morning I only write about 2 pages, this time I wrote 5 pages. I was completely overwhelmed by his charms.
When morning finally came I decided to get out of bed. That was 'bout 6.30 am. I got downstairs with my dog and made myself a cup of coffee. I enjoyed the taste a little bit better than usual. I knew it was too early to text him or receive a text from him. So I started to clean my house in a happy mood! Have to admit that my house has never been this clean before and I have never enjoyed doing it so much. In fact I wasn't able to stop thinking about how our date was!
By the time it was 10 am I had everything done I decided to get showered and pay my mom a visit whilst she was working. I arrived just before noon and she didn't had her lunchbreak yet, so we were able to lunch together. She told me how beautiful I was with the curls still in my hair. So listened while I kept on talking about Y. I just couldn't stop saying: 'WHAT A MAN!'. :D My mom was so happy for me and said I deserve one like him.
But in between it was allready 1pm and I didn't heard something from him. I took my phone and looked the number up of a friend. I wrote her that I've never before was so addicted to my phone and I still didn't got anything from him. She answered not to worry. She also wrote that he maybe wanted to sleep a little longer after a busy week. He'll answer, she wrote. I thanked her and drove home.
3.52 pm, message to the friend: I'm going insane!! :(
4.01 pm, message from the friend: Don't despair! He'll be busy with something. It took him a long time yesterday too, to answer. It'll come. You'll see.
4.02 pm, message to the friend: *sigh* thank you. I hope it so so so much.
I got home and tried to sudy for school but my mind wandered every single time to Y again. I tried to find some musice to soothe my aching heart. But I couldn't find anything! Not pianomusic, not Tracy Chapman with the promise, not Stay with me from Twilight, not Sweet Goodbyes from Krezip did the thing. These songs are part from my normal 'cry a little and move on-pack'. But it didn't felt right. I was nervous, anxious, wondered about what could have happened, ... Minutes looked like hours, but eventually evening came.
7.38 pm, message to the friend: Still nothing...
7.55 pm, message from the friend: Oh, that's strange, didn't expected that. What are you going to do?
7.59 pm, message to the friend: I don't know! :( I wanted to text him but have no idea what to write. Don't want to be hopeless in his eyes too.
8.06pm, message from the friend: Yes, I also wouldn't send something. On the other side you can make your text sound like you're worried because you didn't hear him anymore. Maybe he'll answer that.
8.08 pm, message to the friend: Something like this? Hi Y! I hope you got home well yesterday night. Happy weekend!
8.11 pm, message from the friend: Yes! And also write that you find it a bit strange that you didn't hear him anymore.
8.13 pm, message to the friend: Doesn't that sound too pushy? Should I give him the chance to say that he didn't liked me? Hi Y! I've found it a little strange that I didn't hear you anymore. I hope you got home well yesterday night. Happy weekend!
8.15 pm, message to the friend: Hi Y! I've found it a little strange that I didn't hear you anymore, but I also don't want to be pushy. I hope you got home well yesterday night. Happy weekend!
8.17 pm, message from the friend: Yes, that's fine, you can't do more. But in the end if he had a good or bad feeling about the date, he could have let you known something.
8.19 pm, message to the friend: Yes, true! It's okay if I'm not what he's looking for but he could have said that instead of that we'ld be hearing and texting each other.
8.19 pm, message to the friend: I've hit 'sent'.
8.22 pm, message from the friend: You'll see if he answers. I hope so!
8.23 pm, message to the friend: If he gets in touch with me, I'll let you know. Thanks again!!!
So, this message was sent to him but I got more nervous than before! I didn't even gave my phone the chance to go in stand-by mode. I kept on looking while my heart was aching.
At 9 pm I went to bed! Though I was completely exhausted I couldn't find some sleep. I kept on looking to my phone and my heart skipped a beat every time there was an alarm from Facebook or Viber or Whatsapp or whatever. But I didn't got anything. I bursted out into tears. I felt so lost. I really had such a good feeling about our date and him... I opened Youtube to find another song for my heart but couldn't find the right track. I didn't really slept. You know, that feeling between beeing awake and actual sleeping. That was it. The whole night!My eyes burned from beeing so tired!
I woke up early because I had to go to work. I thought again on Fridaynight, our date. Yeah, this was the best thing I have (n)ever had.
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