The only thing that makes you happy is affirming that all the laws of God, all the highest laws, as above as below, are supporting the infallable, clear and undeniable evidence of your truth and my responsibility that absolutely everything went wrong only because of me and my accountability and the fact that I didn't do anything good at all. Because the law says: Gij zult niet doden. The law doesn't say: Gij zult niet doren. Yet above all this the one thing that lifts you up to the sky is the satisfaction that you get out of the fact that nobody understands nor recognizes the meaning of the fact that there is nothing left except acknowledge that people behave like plants.