This is a comment I left in the comments section of a YouTube video called: "You're STiLL more considerate than them" (DevinKeptGoing)
Repentance doesn't come into that house. They will cast their shadows over your life to make sure you ain't taller than they are, they can't stand it, they want you to be little at all costs. Look, mom's a covert narc, and dad's dumb, and saying that it's complicated is the understatement of the year. I know, I've lived through this, but I'm 50yo now. It's not hard to understand, they just didn't make it, they just didn't reach the dreams they wanted to reach in their life, and they will never accept if you make it. That's the reason why they stay like that. If you repent, which is what you do if you wish the best to everyone, and I have reasons to think that's what you do, you're not allowed to stay into a house like that. You're allowed to make your own choice, but they don't allow it. The only thing that they allow, is that you stay there but under their conditions. With this; their conditions decide who you are and who you're not. Ephesians 6,12: "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." These evil spirits claim this house as their property, which means that anyone that does repent is not welcome, but if nevertheless you stay there, your true intentions won't be received, you will remain an outcast inside the house of your parents. It will come down to you not being able to be yourself whenever you're there, and they will have power over you. The enmity between God and Satan in the house is not getting softer, it's building up. The problem is the power. I have reasons to think your parents didn't make it, but inside the house they have power over you in ways that you don't know the details of. After all, your parents were there before you were there. They're just abusing your disadvantage. But forget about your parents once in a while, on the flip side, concerning your power, you are young and you need more time to figure out exactly your identity and the power within your identity. That's exactly the danger you're facing right now. They never want you to refine your own identity, to refine your knowledge about who you really are, they never want you to seek your own power, and they know, that if you stay there, they can get what they want.
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