My neighbors are constantly making havoc (noise - loud noise) and mayhem, and it makes me feel bad, for 4 reasons: my memory, my experiences (in the past), not my choice, not my will. People who haven't had exceedingly bad experiences in their childhood may remain unbothered by the noise their neighbors make, it's possible. It's metaphoric because it's about daily stress, really exhausting stress, and it's telling a whole lifetime of experiences at one stupid moment that repeats itself all day, every day, at one stupid place: on the other side of my front door. Why is it telling a whole lifetime of experiences? It has no connection with choices of mine, nor my will, it just makes me feel bad because I need either no people around me, or quiet people, due to the experiences that I had in the past, so due to my memory. You see, I don't judge it, I don't have a judgement about this, it just makes me feel like I do. Everywhere in the world, every day, seemingly harmless things happen to people, but these things are actually stressful, exhausting, and even worse than that. But I want to talk to you about one thing that makes such annoying things worse, much worse. When stress happens, there's a thing that's always there, wherever you go, whenever, it's always there, and it makes it even worse. The fact that the angle, the point of view of people is not wide enough to see the outside of the circle. Inside the circle there are judgments. Some evil spirit judges me because it makes me feel bad. Justice would solve the problem, but there's no solution, because I'm not judging the people on the other side of my front door. There's nothing to see inside the circle, I don't judge. Yet, a wicked, evil, worldly spirit, remaining everywhere in the world, not fleeing for justice, not fleeing for God, not fleeing for anything, judges me because it makes me feel bad, and as it judges me, it says: YOU ARE JUDGING THEM! YOU ARE JUDGING THE PEOPLE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF YOUR FRONT DOOR!