Everyone thinks that I have it all but its so empty living behind these castle walls. If I should tumble, if I should fall, would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls?
Nobody knows Im all alone, living in this castle made of stone. They say that money is freedom, but I feel trapped inside it all. And while I sit so high up on a throne, I wonder how I can feel this low, on top of the world its beautiful but theres no place to fall...
Soms denk ik dat ik niet half besef hoe gelukkig ik wel ben. Want ik heb kleren aan elke dag, ik kan elke dag verse aandoen als ik wil. Ik heb eten elke dag, in overvloed, ik heb toegang tot proper sanitair & niet onbelangrijk, hygiënisch. Ik kan elke dag in bad, ik heb een computer, nee wacht ik heb er 2, er zijn 2 auto's hier, een grote tv, ik heb een kast of twee vol spullen, cosmetica, parfum, zalfjes, kleren, juwelen ... En als ik dan eens down ben ga ik naar de winkel en koop ik nog bij. Simple as that.
Stuck in between heaven and misery, piece by piece you take the best of me. You have a way of making me believe this beautiful illusion of what I thought we could be. I build you up, you let me down. There's a river between us now.
Call it fate, a mistake, anything but love some things are meant to break if they ain't strong enough Don't say we last forever, no don't make me say..
I won't look back, just pack me bags and leave. Pick up the pieces that you took from me. You seem to always now what's right for me, but now the therapist needs therapy. Took the world to figure you out, don't turn to me, I can't help you now.
Seconds to minutes, I was too dazed, won't let anymore time go to waste. This time it's for real, I don't care how you feel, get over the past, because that's all we have.
