To be honest, I'm tired. I'm trying so hard to do what I can from this cage to help myself, trying to address so many matters - at times, I feel like I'm losing my mind. It does feel hopeless, not because my situation is hopeless, it's not, we just don't have the resources needed to help me...this is what my situation comes down to.
After all these years things should have gotten better, why haven't more people gotten involved?
I'm sitting on death row until I get sick of living & kill myself or maybe hurt someone or someone hurts me, which is what the officials would like to happen.
I continue to ask myself how I have been able to hold onto my sanity this long. I'm just waking up & moving through the day, praying that my time will come so I continue to move forward.

21-03-2013, 00:00 geschreven door Sunshine