This situation I've been dealing with occupies a lot of my time & energy, so is this article, and my knee is acting up on top of all this, which prevents me from doing anything.
I was given back my level 1. On May 6th it wasn't given back and I wasn't moved until the 12th! I don't know why these people find new ways to create frustration within me. For 6 days all of my property was packed up waiting to be moved. I was given back all the things level 2 prisoners are not allowed to have: allowed to go to commissary to buy everything level 1 prisoners are able to buy while housed on F-pod. I was moved to F-pod on April 20th but that's another story...

I made up my mind on the night of the 5th to find out why I wasn't moved like other inmates who received their level 1. While returning from rec I refused to walk back to my cage demanding to speak with some rank. After explaining the situation, I was told he would go and discover why. The next day I was moved back to B-pod. No, I never found out why. I was faced with another problem: I'm right back in the same situation which created my problem in the first place. Yes, I'm made to go out to rec first & last.
They were going to move me inside cage 40 but I refused because whenever it rained water ran into the cage. I didn't want my property to be damaged by water. The only other cage open on the section was 30, which happened to place me back in the same position. It's not just this, because prison officials knew something was wrong with that cage. These people are nothing more than a big goddamn distraction! For 6 days I couldn't address my affairs because all of my property was packed up. I'm trying to finish my article while trying to reorganize my life, because from February to May there wasn't any order in my life whatsoever. Every day it seemed I was faced with some new dilemma.

Once I got my property back, so much had been taken/missing/stolen! Whenever I deal with these people they make it clear my personal property & my life is meaningless, it means nothing to them! I have to ask myself: what does all of this mean to me? why endure all of this bullshit? why should I care about my abusers?

For over a month now, workers have been getting the building ready for cameras, cameras are going to be placed on every pod, just like A-pod & the section I was housed on have cameras. It's going to be a lot of bullshit once these cameras have been placed everywhere because the guards will be aware they're under the watchful eye of Big Brother & be trying to enforce every little rule they can. There won't be any mor sitting around or going to sleep inside the picket. No one, neither guard nor prisoner, is going to like these cameras. The state is putting them up to watch their guards to prevent them from bringing in stuff.

I hope all of this madness will soon be out of the way & I'll be able to focus on my life & not this prison madness. I'll be finished with this article soon. Everything that has happened to me from then to now will be inside this newsletter so all the holes of what happened will be filled in...

02-06-2010, 00:00 geschreven door Sunshine