Let me share what's been going on around here. After 3 weeks of being on lockdown, July 25 we were taken off lockdown. Things are bad here because unit officials are violating their own policy & allowing guards to do whatever they want.
Yesterday I witnessed a guard close the door on another inmate's arm & the only concern the inmate had was not to get moved to F-pod!
Since coming off lockdown I haven't been out to rec because guards are now working so slow, when it's my time to rec it's 8:30/9 o'clock at night! The day is over for me at this time. Sometimes it's better not to leave this cage at all. That way I don't have to deal with these guards & other inmates. I like tranquility and peace of mind without having to deal with anyone else.

I received a letter from my brother who told me he was thinking about taking his life. After reading something like this I wondered why he sent me a letter like this. I'm surrounded by death, every other day someone loses his life as well as the many who are fighting to save their lives. I just couldn't understand it. I wrote him a letter but tried not to talk about this place because it's DEPRESSING & I'm trying to focus on other matters of what's going on inside my life. It's a depressing madness...

10-08-2011, 00:00 geschreven door Sunshine