I stare at the walls like I'm watching TV, taking in the many pictures created by my mind. Angry, dishearted & truly bored with this life I'm living because reality has revealed no one has time for me. I can't get any help for my book, no help to promote InCaged to try to generate attention...
What has been happening to me? I'm punished for something unit officials would later overturn & remove from my disciplinary records. Unit officials admitted I did not do anything wrong, yet I'm made to endure mistreatment because unit administration isn't trying to be fair...it's like they want me to suffer.
With no support, no one will question their action nor attempt to discover why I am being mistreated.
Why were my greeting cards denied when they were ordered correctly February 15, 2011? I'm made to pay to mail these cards home, though they came via the correct channels; why are unit officials abusing their policy simply to deny me?
The shower slot being closed when someone is placed inside, I've told you about this. Several weeks ago holes were drilled into the windows. Now officials believe this is sufficient enough to leave us, prisoners inside these showers over 45 minutes! These holes don't change things that much, it's still hot inside these showers but not as bad. It's not just this, I'm not getting my rec the way I'm supposed to. I'm housed inside a cage where I'm made to go to rec first in the morning one day & last the next day. When I go last, it's 7:30/8:00 at night, I'll come back around 10:00/10:30 and wash my clothes, then I'm asked to get up for rec at 6:30! These guards are lazy & some deliberately give prisoners extra time during rec & use other events; like escorting the mailroom personnel or the nurse or feed the pod to justify why they are leaving guys inside the dayroom or on the rec yards 4 hours - or longer.Two or three rounds should be run during a 12-hour shift. After 5:30pm only one round of rec will be run. Second shift, normally 34 to 45 showers to do, feed the whole pod, about 75 to 80 prisoners, all the showers & recs have to be done before 10:00pm. How can this be done with 2/3 rounds of rec left? I end up not going out at all. Some guard is at my door at 7:30pm asking me if I want to go out. This affects my health...
The mailroom has destroyed all of my outside connections, unit officials are denying my greeting cards, writing false disciplinary cases against me, nobody has time for me - none of this is seen as a whole to understand how much I must endure...

07-07-2011, 00:00 geschreven door Sunshine