I was moved to another pod once again. Prison officials have been moving guys all month, so don't think I've lost my cool! They have deliberately moved guys around to disrupt the camaraderie developed between guys who have lived around one another for 8 months to a year.
I know many of the guys I'm housed around now, it's just I have to develop the same goodwill & rapport as I had with the other guys. Prison officials believe it's easier for them to destroy this camaraderie, by replacing it with confusion & distrust. This is what they are out to achieve.
They moved me in a cage that was filthy! I don't know how this guy was living inside this nasty ass cage - it took me half the night to clean it. There were small bugs here & there. I wanted to get rid of them before I lay down to rest. My body was aching, also from the workout early in the morning. I missed the guards when they came by with breakfast - I was exhausted. It took me 2 days to unpack & re-organize my property and get everything as I had it before.
I can't believe all the stuff happening to me. First my headphone broke, my radio was next: I'm only able to pick up AM. The guy who tried to fix my headphone wasn't successful so I've to replace it.
I'm reaching out for something positive. These lockdowns every few months, guards going through my property once a month... Some of them are disgruntled about their lives & their work environment, using this negative energy to lie on prisoners - just because they hold disdain against them. Maybe this also explains why the mailroom personnel delays my mail. None of this stuff is positive. My court appointed attorney doesn't answer my letters, a lawyer who isn't doing anything for me, he isn't working to free me from this cage...

16-05-2012, 00:00 geschreven door Sunshine