Right now, I'm so angry. This life demands so much of me. I'm made to deal with so much while dealing with these demands. I don't have that one person I can go to & rest my head on her shoulder for comfort helping me deal with this madness, all this insane shit that has assaulted me all my life! I've put so much energy in trying to establish a strong foundation of friends... I end up with none. I'm not receiving any mail because I trusted my heart. I'm very angry with myself. I just want to be like other people who have someone concerned about them, to try & help them from losing their mind by showing that person they care. I'm so upset with what's happening in my life until I can't think straight.
Lockdown is over now. Even the thought of this is causing me some stress. Why? Because of the stuff I wasn't able to keep. I've written to my niece & sister asking them to pick up this property but they haven't replied. I wrote to my niece twice, she's aware I only have 60 days before I'll lose the property, yet I haven't heard from her nor my sister.
I read an article about a woman spending 32 years on death row. I guess I'm not the only innocent person on death row. Reading this article explains many innocent people are sitting in prison, without one person that believes in that person's innocence, that individual will be sitting in prison for a long time.
Then there are also the financial problems. The way these people are raising the prices, it's difficult to get what I need. That's why I desperately need someone involved in my life to help me organize & discuss matters I'm trying to put together. No one else is involved in my life, people enter & leave...

04-07-2013, 00:00 geschreven door Sunshine