On November 21 I was moved. I packed all my property, it took a while to organize, clean the walls, floor & toilet for the next prisoner to move in. This is what all prisoners should do respecting what they would want, when  oving into another cage, but this isn't always this way.
Afterwards, I waited on the guards to come move me, 90 days felt like 3 weeks once it's over but, while doing it, it felt like forever.
Waiting on the guards to come move me felt like this now, with everything packed & ready, made the move quick & easy. I was pleased the cage wasn't filthy yet I thoroughly cleaned everything anyway before unpacking my property. With my stuff organized it didn't take me long to put everything in its place. Many of the guys housed around me I know, one was the guy who tried to kill me in 1995. Luckily he doesn't live on the section I'm housed on but one section over. No need to worry, I'll keep you updated!
There are a lot of distractions in my new environment, I'm still trying to establish a mental order as well as put all my priorities in their place. On this end everyone gets 2 hours of rec, guys that know me come to the dayroom seeking to talk to me, asking a lot of questions, like how long I stayed, what I went for, how I took all that gas, if I was there to stay or go back, etc. It won't take me long to establish order & focus on my affairs, I realize I'm so far behind on matters that should have been addressed weeks ago...
Thanksgiving came & went, I realize there's so much for me to be thankful for & I truly am. But inside my spirit affects my rational sense, my attitude & my focus at times like this because I'm not surrounded by loving friends & family, this is so discouraging & empty. When I think about it, these people took my ability to commmunicate with the outside world, I couldn't reach out & no one was there seeking to know if I was alright.
Sometimes difficult times provide understanding, hard times change how I view life itself. What do I mean by this? Here, now, I'm so alone as I deal with all that I face. I need to be able to feel a part of something, I want to be understood.
My attorney was just in the newspaper. He failed to raise positive issues that would save his client's life, the inmate was killed by the State of Texas a few weeks ago. This is the same lawyer who has not put in my innocence claim, he keeps telling me "I'll do that later". I'm a dead man without legal assistance!
I need a private investigator to discover witnesses to gather the evidence that supports what I'm saying. My case centers around legal errors because there's no physical evidence involved, meaning there's nothing that can involve me with the crime. Due process means an established course for judicial proceeding designed to safeguard the legal rights of an individual - I have to prove my legal rights were denied during my trial. Several procedural violations were committed, this is why the prosecutor hasn't addressed my appeal, haven't you wondered why this is?
What is it that is preventing her from doing so? Why after all of these years does the prosecutor want to offer a life sentence to me now if I'm supposed to be guilty? It's bad that I have a lawyer not doing anything, it's worse: I'm still fighting to convince people after all of these years...

12-12-2012, 00:00 geschreven door Sunshine