The section I'm being housed on now is OK, everyone seems to get along with one another, this is a good thing. I hate trying to dig myself out of a deep hole, it seems like I'm never going to do it. I haven't thought about my book in a while, it's always there calling my name. I know I should devote more time working on it, but there are too many distractions. If I'm not having to deal with lockdown, shakedown or just some stupid guard or some confusion with my mail or my body is experiencing some kind of pain, it's always something.
I need people in my life to understand my situation, help make things as easy as possible. Being confined has sort of robbed me of my manners & people skills. This is because I'm around people who lie to me, out to hurt me to make my life a living hell. There are a lot of people who don't care anything about what happens to me, so after 22 years I'm not using my people skills with these people.
I need help. Who wants to help me?

29-12-2012, 00:00 geschreven door Sunshine