This unit is on lockdown again since July 5. We all just went on lockdown May 23 and came off May 31. It's an all-out assault upon death row prisoners & our rights, it's unbelievable with what's going on right now.

Prison officials are violating unit policy left & right, guards & prisoners are being written up over stupid & petty reasons (one guard is written up for handing a tray to a prisoner, he's suppoesd to set the tray down on the slut; another guard is written up for not making an inmate back out of the shower or one is standing too close to the slut when it's being opened). These acts are causing the guards to write fallacious & false cases, just like the one a guard fabricated against me that sent me to F-pod.

Here's what I'm thinking: they've been talking about the drug used to put prisoners to death. The only manufacturer of the short-acting barbiturate is unhappy states are using the drug to put inmates to death & has announced a new, tight-controlled distribution system, intended to keep the drug out of the hands of prisons while ensuring deliveries to hospitals & treatment centers for therapeutic purposes. Southern Ohio Corrections Facility in Lucasville, Ohio, Oklahoma & Texas, the nation's busiest death penalty states, have switched to pentobarbital for their lethal injections.

I think...with so much attention focusing on death row now, prison officials are trying to provoke death row prisoners into committing violent acts against guards & prison personnel to show how dangerous death row prisoners are. Get together a lot of videos showing guards with injuries committed by death row prisoners to prove their case. Just a few thoughts running around inside my head because I know/believe prison officials' actions have everything to do with these cameras, these guards are so frustrated with what prison officials are doing to them so many aren't thinking clearly. Of course, prisoners are deeply affected by what's happening because it's the dehumanizing perception & helplessness I feel, it's the feeling that prevents me from focusing on other matters.
I stare at these walls and ask myself: "What am I doing wrong?". I mind my business, work hard on trying to generate awareness of my situation, have written a book, many newsletters & try to generate as much loving energy as possible; but I can't create any attention to my book, I can't develop any attention to my newsletters or get the help I need...What am I doing wrong?

Here in Texas it's as hot as hell. People are dropping dead from the heat! I've been confined inside this cage since July 5, unable to ge out to see what the sun will do to me...

28-07-2011, 00:00 geschreven door Sunshine