Things aren't what they used to be on this end: now it's one big distraction for me. Unit officials are writing disciplinary cases against their guards threatening to fire them if petty rules aren't enforced, a lot of the experienced guards who have been working on death row over 5 years are walking off the job, transferring or quitting, leaving a lot of young stupid kids, most are lazy & don't want to do any work - this is causing a lot of confusion.
I can't get my rec, am forced to stay inside the shower over an hour waiting on the guards & the guards can't serve the food when it's supposed to, but the guards have time to write petty cases while not doing their jobs.

I'm suffering in this hell hole, but I'm surviving. However, it's as hot as a mother here in Texas, people are falling out from the heat & dropping dead: as hell!
Dropping dead isn't the only thing falling out, non-existent like my newsletters: I would say they are dead. There is no outside connection with a supporting audience, just like I'm unable to make an outside connection with strong supporters here in Texas or anywhere else in the US... This has to change!
My newsletters share my history & suffering behind these walls. I need to find new friends over this blog! 

27-08-2011, 00:00 geschreven door Sunshine