On October 14 the guards came through shaking down going through everyone's stuff. I happened to be the last person because of the amount of property I have. Research material, legal material, books & information to be used on the book I'm writing & things I've written already is what I have... When the major & captain showed up, standing around watching, now they wanted to be concerned about the policy as they observed my cage being searched - this concern was shown when the others were searched too. They said I needed a legal box, but to get one I have to give prison officials permission to go through my legal material - these people want me to fill out forms giving them the right to go through my legal matters - this ain't happening. This guy from the library stated he'll go through my legal work & tell me what I can have & can't - this is a joke! Do you understand what's going on? (1) They are telling me I have too much property; (2) to keep that property I need to get a legal box, (3) to get a legal box I have to give them permission to the (cause no.#), which opens up everything about my case. I have to do this to get a storage box to put my property! These people have created a policy that forces prisoners to expose their legal matters to prison personnel. There's no policy that makes a prisoner reveal his legal affairs to personnel. What I'm saying is: by law these people aren't supposed to be reading material nor trying to deprive me of my legal material. I've been confined inside these walls for 20 g.dd... years; even when I'm not doing anything, somehow they find a way to state I'm violating their policy - when they can't follow their own policy!
This place takes me down like standing over a gravesite. My typewriter is broken. I just paid for this trash in June last year. I heard they have new ones that cost over $200! There are too many distractions in my life that prevent me from focusing on my book. I'm afraid with these pressures being placed on me concerning my property, I may not be able to put all the necessary information inside my book. I still have this pain near my heart. It's not bad, but it's there. I don't know what it is & this place & its people don't give a shit if I live or die! The pain is small & it comes & goes away...
25-10-2010, 00:00 geschreven door Sunshine 
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