Yesterday someone just started to talk to me and today we had to go to school even though it is weekend but whatever i saw that guy from yesterday again and i have got his number.When i went back home i sat down on a bench reading a book and an old man sat next to me.He tried to be poetic and stuff lol it didnt really work though.I tattooed myself today.It says; 'i think i made you up inside my head.
I don't know how to feel about the fact that I hurt my boyfriends feelings.I dumped him today and he almost started to cry wow.
Today there was an accident and all the cars had to turn back on the drive way omfg.
YAY its almost weekend! I can't wait for some reason.I am so sick of school.This guy in my class was flirting with me the whole time.I can't love him bc he's a player.And I don't want to get hurt all over again.I was really upset how my(now exboyfriend whom I will call him from now on my best friend) was hurt.
Well yeahh I have to do some homework
Yooo byee
Today I had detention(that's the word I forgot yesterday lol) and I talked to a girl who was sweet.I hope she will talk to me tomorrow.
I've got some good ass new music on my phone yay,I am going to school on bike because its really hot and when I go back home I'm going to break up with my boyfriend.
Today was so shit.I just couldn't fake a smile and my boyfriend only was angry at me bc I didn't let him show I loved him.he didn't fucking try to fucking cheer me up.
My friends have made me change my mind about staying in a relationship with him(Wich I understand ofcoure).My best friend is playing with my head woaaahh I would like to kiss her ok.(Don't judge me yoo)
So I'm gonna break up with my boyfriend in 2 days.I don't like him.
So I just going to be honest to him to keep him as my friend wow its going to be hard but yeah.
I have a 'strafstudie' tomorrow at school.that means that I have to stay for like 2 more hours than I should.
I don't want to be in a relationship.I am not even ready to be in a relationship.
I am probs going to break up with my boyfriend.
He's my best friend so I don't know how ill tell him I'm not ready for a relationship.I will have to be an ice cold bitch lol.I don't want to lose him as my best friend...ugh I am confused.
I think I don't want a boyfriend but a girlfriend????
I still want my ex yeah
--------------------------------------------------------------------
I still look for your face in the crowd.
