sigh second day of school and i dont like my classmates
some other guy had to sit next to me and refused to sit idek him lol (not so much lol bc it hurts tho)
well so,my ex girlfriend is in my classes and her friends too..at the first day she ask me something but i didnt hear her oh god what if she thinks i ignore her
but atleast i said hi to her today her two friends judge everyone sigh nope not talking to them
OMGG remember how I said it would take like 3weeks to get my new laptop???well,after working 12days (each day 5hours) I've got enough money ahhhhh.
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I'm going to the store on monday before I go to work omfg sooo sooo excited!!
Idk but whenever I gain a follower on tumblr I'm like sigh stop talk to me instead ughhhh
I just want someone to talk to me.
My sister(her boyfriend sleeps over)stole money from my mom again.and she knows how that was the only money they had for now.
She used to steal money from old people and me and her used to steal candy when we lived in france sigh
And my other sister is the source of all the drama at home.
I'm sick of it all.
I'm still busy with working!:))
You know I think I'm one of the only teenagers that are happy to go to work lol.
I get a lot of money and my co-workers are nice to me.so its fine to do.
I think I can buy a laptop at the end of july!!!
This girl at work,helen,I think I like her ha haaaa
Idk man she's nice and all but when she starts to complain about something,you can't let her stop ok.and there is this other cute girl,kim(she sadly only works one day in a week)is really stunning like woaah and I already saw her a couple of times when we took the same bus to home.but never spoke to her before,though.
The only turn off is,she likes justin bieber ugh.
Idk man when I work,time goes so fast.its great cuz it isn't that fun to do.and my co-workers are great too.
I'm planning to buy a laptop.I think I can buy it in like 3 or more weeks.at least I hope so.
My brother broke his arm saturday and now he needs help all the time,even at midnight.he wakes up crying all the fucking time and I haven't slept today ugh so I hope I don't feel too tired at work ugghhhh.
Ayy I'm going to work tomorrow!basically like almost everyday.it isn't what I really want to do as work but still,I'm getting paid.and I can use the money :)
We've got a pool at home so that's where I am most of the time.
My scars are fucking turning even more white ugh.I am still trying to play piano but I get tired of a song very soon so I always want to play another lol.I begun with young and beautiful then rivers flow in you then bel air and now fix you ughhhh
Why can't I stick to one song???
Sigh I went to the library today and I was like an hour too soon..
So I had to wait an hour in the fucking hot sun.
And my friend blew me off ok bye
And my mom threw away my indian ink ha ha ha u kno how much that costed u slut??????
Going to sleep over with a friend tuesday yay!!omfg finally tho bc I want to kiss her tbh..
Idk I sort of have feelings for her but I know she doesn't like me that way ugh at least I won't try to kiss her she has to kiss me first so I'm going to try to give her hints u kno
Ugh it will be a waste of time anyway???
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Like a week ago my ex girlfriend talked again.she basically said that she will be in the same classes ass me.oh wow thanks for ruining my feelings now I only think about how it will be lol
-----------------------------I feel like its getting worse with me.I can't do this.they broke me,darling.
So I bought indian ink and lol turned out to be that I already was using it.
When I went back home I saw one of my good friends.I'm going to sleep with her in a week.ugh u kno I like her ugh.ok no I'm not going to write like that.
I'm having a headache and period cramps sigh I barely can sleep
I went shopping today and I've got new clothes!!
The night before I scrubbed(?)my tattoo off bc it hurted ugh..so I decided to I'm going to buy real india ink ayy I'm so excited lol
I haven't really done anything yet since the summer vacation.so I wanted to at least do something worth doing so I am trying to play the piano lol yeah I'm doing the song young and beautiful by lana del godness.I started yesterday and I already can do the intro lol.I love playing the piano.
I'm going to shop for new clothes tomorrow.wow it has been ages(no not that long but whatever) since I properly went shopping.
oh yeah and friday at the beach was amazing ayy
(not so much lol bc it hurts tho)
