Sigh I didn't go to lana her concert.
Now let's hope I've got the job bc I didn't go to her concert for the job.
If I have the job(and money) I'm going to buy a laptop(maybe) and going on vacation with my best friends!I at least can dream because life sucks.I keep being sad.
I can't do it anymore.
Woah..
I've been having thoughts about my ex girlfriend how we kiss and she holding me.and laying in one bed.its killing me.
I cried again today.
I need her in my life
Or I won't be alive
Well,I posted a post yesterday saying I will go to lana but we didn't find tickets.
And plus I'm working
Wtf like no I was supposed to go to see lana yoo!!
Me and my ex boyfriend talked today again.I saw it coming on tuesday that we were going to talk again cuz he sometimes tried to have eye contact and stuff.
We talked about yeah idek about what but it felt good.
Omfg I'm going to lana del rey
My dad wanted me to go so he got my mom made up her mind so now we are trying to find tickets.I hope we will find omg yAAAYY
Oh god today was a good day bc my oral exam went good and my cooking exam too.I even got compliments.
But oh right now I feel like my heart will never heal again.I read my ex girl friend and my old conversations.
I broke down.I didn't know I could cry.I only cry in myself.
I don't know if I can go to school tomorrow.
I'm broken.I'm sorry oh
its disgusting that gay people need to fight for (gay)rights
It really is.
In idk 30 years or so kids will be learning in class that gays had to fight for rights they deserve.lol I really hate people.
I have oral exam tomorrow fuck I don't like to talk in big crowds(20 people is big ok)
I'm going to run with my sister yoo
