this is not a post about lolita(no sarcasm i swear)
Realising that I cannot hold on to the old feelings she forgot hurts.Maybe i should let her go.i dont like her.no i dont.i dont.(he broke my heart you merely broke my life)(oops sorry that was lolita)(but no i swear i wont do it again). My heart is so so tired.
he broke my heart.you merely broke my life;lolita(part 2)
I guess I will finish the book today.
I read my post again I posted before and I noticed I wrote like the writer himself.
But ok.I'm going to write a review from what I've read already.(I am at 222 I guess)
I love how the writer writes his book.It makes me want to read the book more than once.
Humbert and lolita are now on 'vacation' and humbert is getting mad at lolita bc she's talking to guys.(What surprised me was that lolita had a lesbian affair lol)
I guess,what's going to happen in the book(what I got from the quotes) is that they are going to have a massive fight and lolita tries to run away with all the money she has(which isn't a lot)but humbert finds her bc he's so in love with her.but maybe lolita is going to fall in love with him,too??
What I find frustrating in the book to read is that the writer uses lolitas name too much and he gives her more than one nickname too.(YES I KNOW that I basically only say bad things about the book but I'm not going to write all the good things bc that would take forever )
*to be continued*
*smiley face*
As you know,I am reading lolita and I just want to rant about the book.
So,its totally different than I ecxpected.before I read it, I thought it would have been written in lolitas perspective.and I wouldn't have thought lolita is 12 and humbert not that old(how old is he???he can't be over 30??).
But I'm at page 144 things can only get better,right?
I don't understand why Humbert married with lolitas mom:charlotte when he's so in love with the little girl lolita.
I didn't expect it at all that charlotte would die like that I maybe hoped that he would have killed her..for some crazy reason..
I feel like the writer is humbert its weird I guess but how its written wow maybe I'm driving myself crazy that humbert is a phedophile.(So that would mean the writer is,too????)No that's so closed-minded of me.
I didn't really like charlotte bc she was annoying and bc of her I wanted to stop reading.but I'm glad she basically died.
*to be continued*
When I bought fags I drove away to somewhere alone and my heart hurted so much I almost died.It may have hurted so much bc I haven't eaten properly yesterday and today feel so sick and tired.
I have a big desire to talk to C. From tumblr and just meet her in person whaa.
I barely spoke at school because I was reading lolita the whole time realllly love the book
I made pizza my self.its delicious
Yup the weekend has started so I'm going to enjoy it.
so I am automatically over thinking everything I possibly can.
I haven't eaten properly today wow like I've only eaten soup and some cookies and drank abit.
I'm not hungry.wow.for the first time oh yeah its true I ate m&ms after I came home from school lol maybe that's why I feel sick.I took 5 euro(with permission) from my mom and my sister was near me while I took it and she stole 2 euros.I know its not al lot/and I shouldn't be bothered but my parents are having some issues with money so its hard to still see her steal money. My mom seemed seriously happy this evening.I was reading lolita while she was planting plants and stuff.she seems to really enjoy it(that makes me so damn happy to see her enjoy it)
Well I spend like 5 minutes to write this and I feel more sleepy so I'm going to try to sleep.
-To go to school
-after school:buy fags(aka cigarettes)
-bike to somewhere I am alone
-read there
-smoke there
-drink alcohol there
To start the weekend great.
Yup.I.am.excited.
I felt so strange today.
I felt like I was in a dream or a movie or something idk it was weird.like I wasn't there.
I was reading lolita in the morning and my dutch teacher past me by and asked which book I was reading so I let her see the title and she was like 'ohh lo-lie-ta do you like it?'I replied yeah but I didn't really like the begining and my teacher said she didn't understand it either lol.she was smiling as she went away ahh.
At lunchtime my friend fucking did soup on my jacket and it was raining when school was out ugh.we made cookies and soup at school they were okay hah..
we've got like 20 packets of m&ms yayyyy
I felt really good today it was like nothing went wrong only had a really bad headache ugh..
I went to the library and I got some new books:lolita,an abundance of katherines and two other books.I'm reallyyyyy excited to read them all yay!!we don't have school on thursday and friday so I'm already looking forward for wensday to start the weekend.
My best friend is starting to touch me like the whole time sigh he's starting to act like the guy in my class.
A friend told me some choking things about my ex girlfriend I feel bad for her.
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Lolita the light of my life.
