its weekend yay.I havent really done anything but it doesnt matter im still happy :) it was sunny today so i sat in the garden and smoked and listened to music.I am currently watching a tv show named 'catfish'.its about people who fall in love on the internet.i really would love to meet some friends i made on the internet.but the only difference between my life and the tv show is that i am sure they are really the peron they say they are bc i have met them on tumblr(its a blog lol,basically my life yeah).
OMG YES PAULIEN WON !!!
And bastille was great omfg
This day couldn't get any better.I am so happy she won wow she really deserves it.
I went downstairs to tell my parent she won and I forgot to wear socks so they could see my tattoo on my foot.I thought she would have said something but she didn't.she problably thought I just draw on my foot lol
Well its midnight so I'm going to sleep.
Bastille is going to sing live on the radio/tv and I'm so excited ahhhh !!!
Today was better than yesterday cuz I tried not to bother and it worked most of the time.
I've talked a lot to my best friend today about us and his feelings basically.
I really can't figure out what to write in my title lmao.
Its the final of the voice van vlaanderen and I hope paulien is going to win bc she deserves it.she has a lovely voice!
I am really sad about the fact that I can't see lana del rey live,sigh..
I'm going to work out more bc people are calling me fat basically.they don't really say that I'm fat but they give me hints like If they poke me they are like wow uve got some fatty left from when u was a baby yeah thanks for the compliment yo.
Well I'm going to wait for bastille to sing yoooo!
Today was shit.
I couldn't properly fake a smile.so all my friends kept asking what was wrong,sigh.
And one girl kept saying that I was sad bc of the girl I've dated almost a year ago(I'm still not over her)
So I haven't really talked today.
My class is so annoying I just want to kill them all.They probs have a hard time coping with their teenage problems but whatever.I just don't like them at all.and I don't fit in.
At dinner my sister was talking about getting a tattoo and my mom was like hey don't you want a tattoo? And then I was like hehhe yeah maybe
Well that was awkward.
That guy I talked about a post ago or so(who was playing with me who's in some same classes )is becoming a really good friend cuddle a lot and he pokes me whole the time(I am ticklish so I laugh whole the time)but I don't want to love anyone am just not ready for a relationship don't think I will ever be.
And my best friend(who was my boyfriend) is jealous bc I don't spend much time with him anymore sigh.
My bff is listening to mumford and sons just because I love them to death nononono that's not what you're gonna do yo.They are my favorite not fucking yours.(Oops sorry for my language)
Remember I said I made a tattoo??
Well I made a second one.
The one that says 'I think I made you up inside my head' turned out to be pretty(wich is on my arm).the other one is on my right feet.its like a molecule that's important for your emotions and sleep and such and yeah I realllyyyyy love it.
Like a month ago I did it for the first time wich said 'healing' but it really hurted so I scrubbed(idk if it is the right word??) it off.
(Tomorrow we are going to cook at school so I am already excited yay.
