Als men zich voorneemt om seksloos door het leven te gaan stelt men altijd vast dat dat voornemen tijdens het leven, behalve op het moment zelf dat dat voornemen genomen wordt, een onhoudbare illusie is. Ik vraag aan God en aan de Heilige Geest in de naam van Jezus Christus om mij daar meer informatie over te geven. Als je niet meer informatie hebt waar je iets mee kan doen, komt dat waarschijnlijk omdat je je gebeden aan de Jezus Christus van de geschiedenis gericht hebt, wat dus niet dezelfde Jezus Christus is, wat dus niet de echte Jezus Christus is, om het zo te zeggen.

Als je denkt dat alles goed gaat, bedenk dan even dit: dat de wanhoop veel verder gaat dan torenhoog boven torenhoog boven torenhoog boven torenhoog.

We hebben angst voor angst, want angst gaat aan al die dingen vooraf. If I die what does it mean?

When satan attacks people it seems like honest intentions is nothing. Yes, but stay honest, because being honest is the only way, but just know that when satan attacks people it seems like honest (sincere) intentions is nothing, non-existent, non-entity, void, lack of movement.

There was no beauty in my life. There was only ugly. The ugliness is you. The person that only sees, but doesn't like, neither comment, nor share. You're the nothing-person, the coward.

De hel in mijn leven is een eigenschap, en die eigenschap is een rechter. Zo kan het een betere plaats hebben in mijn leven, zo kan het een betere plaats hebben in mijn hart.

Décision, justification, jugement, condamnation...

There's one thing that's always there when exhausting stressful things like this happen, that makes it even worse. If I say I'm over the hurt of no love, don't project your hurts and fears onto me, don't turn it around. We're not supposed to be in a state of no love, and we're not even supposed to be hurt, but turning it around is false and manipulative anyway.

I think the reason (a part of ...) is because, in theory, people can think freely, can have free thoughts and free reasoning, and this element, that I call freedom (or free thinking) is oftentimes opposed to an unnecessary idea of striving for a higher intelligence that one will never be able to reach. (Striving for a higher intelligence is unnecessary depending on the context.) Look it's simple, A + B, makes sense to me, problem solved, that's a simple case of problem solving. If we need to start at the start, we start with A, not with C. That's simple, but not necessarily dum, it might even be a solution to a really complex question. The problem with that is: Once a problem is solved it's no longer a solution (or answer) that one will never be able to reach. And we don't like it because once the problem is solved, the answer to the problem doesn't look smart anymore. That's why a collective set of thoughts, a pattern of thoughts that we are used to use, skips logical reasoning and sober usage of our brains, and traded it a long time ago for dreaming, and trying to find intelligence in a positive approach of thoughts that make no sense, because they appear smarter when we don't understand them. Because most people still think that if they don't understand an idea, or theory, or reason, the answer must be all the way up there in the sky, in between the stars, where they can't reach it. If it's not in your head, it's not gonna be in between the stars!

Hemelse Vader, zie ik ben Vincent, en dit is mijn gebed, want ik wil u spreken over het moment dat ik Abdul El Ahmed aangevallen heb, want het is niet omdat Abdul El Ahmed onvrede heeft met wat op dat moment gebeurd is, en andere mensen ook onvrede hebben met wat op dat moment gebeurd is, dat ik niet ook onvrede mag hebben met wat op dat moment gebeurd is. Jezus Christus is groot. Dank u. In de naam van Jezus Christus, amen.

There is no true and untrue. There is no yes and no no. There is no answer. I don't get an answer, wherever I go. There's no yes or no, it doesn't mean that. There's no either this or that, there's no all of that, there's no none of that. No source is untainted, No destination is non-toxic. Skip the problems and avoid the questions. I'm not worthy of being answered to. It doesn't mean that. Nobody says what it means. How could anybody say what it means when I don't get any answer? It's not true or untrue. It's SH$$, it's be that. Lie, make it tainted, make it toxic. Avoid. Skip.

There's nothing left besides a world that's a completely black burning hell with anger, being judged, and pain, but because Jesus died on a cross, all of that is gone, all the anger, being judged, and the pain, it's all gone. But since the world is only pain, being judged, and the anger in a completely black burning hell, and all of that is gone because Jesus died on a cross, the only thing that's left is Jesus dead on that cross and nothing else.