Ik kan niet geloven dat het weer zover is. er zijn al verschillende opties besproken, maar het is vooral afwachten naar de scan nu... 

Mijn haar groeit goed, het leven lacht me toe, we werken dagelijks met paarden, ik rijd zelf, wat ik nooit van mijn leven gedacht had te doen. Alles komt goed en dan... The beast rears it's ugly head again. 

We all know what it means when I reopen this blog. This time round I'm gonna write in English too, so many english speaking friends have entered my life since the frst time. 

There are lumps between my lungs, it's now a long wait until the pet scan in october. I can't believe its had come to this again. My world is upside down..

my hair is finally growing strong an healthy again, life is looking good, I'm working with horsesn even riding them, never thought I would do that. Everything is okay.... untill the beast rears it's ugly head again...