Today i was with my boyfriend and a friend of him.M y boyfriend basically said just because hes in a relationship doesnt mean he cant look at others .I know it is true but still why did he even fucking said that?? Apart from that it was still a good day... ----------------------------------------The past week has been really great because i felt happy but yesterday night was just like it used to be;crying myself to sleep.I dont want to relapse and harm myself anymore.i dont want to relapse and harm myself anymore.i dont want to relapse and harm myself anymore.