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Life in fairy motion 11/11/2007

este vrienden en familie,

het leven zoals het is....in berchem.

vanmorgend heel vroeg opgestaan, ik was al om half zeven op.
ben jerry naar zijn werk gaan doen, omdat ik de wagen wou gebruiken om straks naar schriek te gaan met het verschriekelijk bio team.
nadien mijn nederige stulpje nog wat aan kant gezet en opgeruimd.
Toen begon ik terug te denken aan de voorbije periode en ontdekte dat ik eigenlijk al veel tegenslag heb gehad in mijn leven, maar dat ik de laatste twee jaar toch wel veeeeeel verbeterd ben, en echt wel veel geluk heb gehad!

ik was aant denken aan twee jaar geleden toen ik hier ben komen wonen, hoe mijn appartementje er toen uit zag en hoe het er nu uitziet.
wat ik ondertussen allemaal heb meegemaakt en veranderd heb.
je houdt het niet voor mogelijk!
het ging (en zal nog zo gaan) soms van hipper aktief, over verdrietig en dolgelukkig, naar de kalmte zelf en dat allemaal op een paar uur tijd!

het vreemde is dat ik dat op de moment zelf niet ervaar, maar pas nadien merk.

mijn appartementje was nog niets toen ik erin kwam, en is stillekes aan met de hulp van vrienden en familie uitgegroeid tot een echt gezellig stulpje.
we hebben er heel hard in gewerkt en dat zal er nog niet op beteren!
want onlangs stond het te koop, en dankzij heel wat hulp van verschillende aard, heb ik de mogelijkheid gekregen om het te kopen.
nu de koop is nog niet rond dus daar houd ik jullie nog van op de hoogte.
vorige donderdag ben ik het krediet onderzoek gaan laten opstarten.
dus binnen de tien dagen heb ik antwoord.

ik ben ook heel blij dat tim en judith hier boven blijven wonen, en heel erg benieuwd naar de nieuwe mensen van onder mij en van helemaal beneden!
we branden kaarsjes op de goede afloop, en op het feit dat we hier goede buren krijgen.
ik houd jullie op de hoogte

nu ga ik me klaarmaken om op het land te gaan werken in schriek;-)
daar volgt ook nog een verslagje van

13-02-2009 om 00:05 geschreven door Titin

about my appartment 11/11/2007

two years ago i have been writing a lot about my appartment.

now it has been a while and looooots of things have been changed.

first of all, all my furnuture is here, it is realy nice . and i realy feel like home!

i made something cosy of it,with a lot of help and support of friends and family, and i ame proud if it!

but a few months ago i heared that it would be sold! and i started pannicking.

i didn't have work, i didn't have savings, ...

where would i have to go...???

the prices today for hiring an appartment are waaaayyy too high for me!

and buying this appartment, ??? no i did'nt think i could!

i was desperate and started looking after a new and cheep appartment for renting.

i got even more desperate, because the appartments i saw where verry expensive or to small for my toes.

I needed to earn more and sell a lot of my stuff.

i started giving up and tought "there will come something forward."

and that is what happened.!!!

someone helped me, i think i have a great gardian angel!

i got a job, as customer assistent, it is not a tuff job, but not easy !

i have good collegues , and we have a lot of fun!

and the job made it possible for me to get a lone .

but that was not the only help i got! i have my reasons not to tell who or what but (wie het schoentje past trekke het aan!)

i thank you!!!!

i realy realy do, no one knows how much this means to me!

finaly i'me getting at ease.

thank you! thank you! thank you!

and i say this to all the peoples who helped, supported and listened, in any kind of way!

13-02-2009 om 00:02 geschreven door Titin

T' Hart 23/07/2007

'WIE EEN DUIDELIJKE VRAAG STELT,

KRIJGT EEN DUIDELIJK ANTWOORD'

'WIE EEN BELANGRIJKE VRAAG STELT,

KRIJGT EEN BELANGRIJK ANTWOORD'

'WIE EEN JUISTE VRAAG STELT,

KRIJGT EEN JUIST ANTWOORD'

DOCH

'WIE HET JUISTE EN MOOIE

HERKENT, BELICHT EN GENIET?

IN HEEL ZIJN WEZEN?

BEVEELT ZIJN LICHAAM NAAR ZIJN GEEST'

uit EXCALIBUR

13-02-2009 om 00:01 geschreven door Titin

12-02-2009

A Fairy Merry christmas 22/12/2006

could wish you all a merry christmass,

and a happy newyear,

but this year i intend to tell you something else:

it is not by just receving luck ,

and good fortune,

that you will appreciate it .

it is by experiencyng the bad things,

that you see how lucky you are

with little good things.

it is by beeing sick,

that you will know how lucky you are

when you're healty.

it is in the dark,

that you will see how much lite

a small candle gives!

keep these things in mind,

for you cant see how beautifull

it is in the vally,

till you reach the top of the mountain.

in ethernal love and peace

elfke

12-02-2009 om 23:59 geschreven door Titin

You're my gift 21/11/2006

I allways wanted to be rich,

but all i ever recieved was money.

I allways wanted to be lucky,

but all i ever got was luck.

I allways wanted to be a lady,

but all i was given was my body.

I allways wanted to be loved,

but all i got was love.

I always wanted to be free,

but all i had was freedom.

until i found you:

you made me an lucky lady,

who's free to love and be loved.

and that's the most precious gift in life

12-02-2009 om 23:58 geschreven door Titin

The legend of Avalon 20/11/2006

The Legend Of Avalon

Beyond the shadows of the sun
Where countless alien realms are hung
The lord of earth reached out in dread
To claim his tribute from the dead
His horn sounds out his warning cry
The wild hunt thunders across the sky.

Mage and Lorelord combine their might
To crush the chaos of the night
With cunning craft they forge for war
The sword of power, Caliburn
The Amulet of Evermore,
The Wraithbane, rod of lore.
Upon a bier of burning gold
They set the cup of power untold.

Before the radiant host they fly
To chasms deep below the sky
Within the crystal Isle of Glass
The destiny of men must pass.
The earth is rent as powers collide,
Victors and vanquished sealed inside.
Warriors, Lorelords, all are gone -
Lost, entombed in Avalon.

12-02-2009 om 23:57 geschreven door Titin

Comming home 15/10/2006

comming home,

walking trough the feelds,

with a beautifull, colorfull,

and heartwarming sunset on the left.

Longing to be home,

wishing to hold you, to see you,

to care for you again.

Green feelds,feeding annimals,

and mistyc forests,

with red yellow and orange colors,

like youve never seen before,

all around me.

Some small white clouds,

looking like wool,

passing accross the fine blue sky.

Telling the birds to comfort me.

finely i eas up,

because after all....

I'me coming home

12-02-2009 om 23:57 geschreven door Titin

Invitation 01/10/2006

The Invitation

It doesnt interest me what you do for a living.
I want to know what you ache for
and if you dare to dream of meeting your hearts longing.

It doesnt interest me how old you are.
I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool
for love
for your dream
for the adventure of being alive.

It doesnt interest me what planets are squaring your moon...
I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow
if you have been opened by lifes betrayals
or have become shrivelled and closed
from fear of further pain.

I want to know if you can sit with pain
mine or your own
without moving to hide it
or fade it
or fix it.

I want to know if you can be with joy
mine or your own
if you can dance with wildness
and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes
without cautioning us to
be careful
be realistic
remember the limitations of being human.

It doesnt interest me if the story you are telling me
is true.
I want to know if you can
disappoint another
to be true to yourself.
If you can bear the accusation of betrayal
and not betray your own soul.
If you can be faithless
and therefore trustworthy.

I want to know if you can see Beauty
even when it is not pretty
every day.
And if you can source your own life
from its presence.

I want to know if you can live with failure
yours and mine
and still stand at the edge of the lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon,
Yes.

It doesnt interest me
to know where you live or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up
after the night of grief and despair
weary and bruised to the bone
and do what needs to be done
to feed the children.

It doesnt interest me who you know
or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand
in the centre of the fire
with me
and not shrink back.

It doesnt interest me where or what or with whom
you have studied.
I want to know what sustains you
from the inside
when all else falls away.

I want to know if you can be alone
with yourself
and if you truly like the company you keep
in the empty moments.

12-02-2009 om 23:56 geschreven door Titin

The sultan, the little giant and the elephant 11/07/2006

Antwerp was alive the past weekend,

we had a sultan for a visit!

it was not a normal sultan.

he has got an elephant as tall as a buildin of four high.

and a raket with a princes in,

who can travel trough time.

i went to take a look!

it was giagantic....

enormous! far above imagination!

for a moment i felt like a smal kid who listens to a fairytale!

it was as if i was a part of all what happened.

the elephant and the prinses where (mechanical) giants,

but it all feld ,for a breaf moment , as if it was real!

the little princes had been racing the elephant in the morning,

so she was verry tired when i saw here. she just sat on the slurf of the elephant.

i took a lot of pictures and ofcours you can look at them in my album

the pictures say nothing about the feeling i had!

i realy feld like a little kid!

just great!

12-02-2009 om 23:55 geschreven door Titin

When i dance 04/07/2006

when i dance,

i feel who i ame.

when i dance,

i come there where now words are.

when i dance,

i create.

in every creation is silence.

when i dance,

i feel silence move in me.

when i dance,

i feel life twinkeling in me.

when i dance,

i feel how heaven loves the earth!

12-02-2009 om 23:53 geschreven door Titin

An evening in the park 29/06/2006

yesterday i went to the park nearby,

it was already late when i arived there.

i wanted to drink something with a frend.

after talking a little and sitting on the terras,

i had to deside what to do, because we where getting cold.

go inside or taking a walk!

i realy don't like making desisions.

but i had to so i choose for the walk.

and we went into the park!

it was so much fun!

i hugged a tree and he gave me some of his heat!

he gave so much releaf,

my breath went slower, my heart went slower.

i could easily have felt asleep right next to the tree.

a little later we where walking again,

and i saw two trees

right next to eachother,

in perfect harmonie

each with his own space, without disturbing the other.

it seemed they had to tel me something.

we even saw an elfenseat!( thats how we call it!)

and a cat came to say hello.

it was a great walk, a perfect evening.

thx (wie het schoentje past trekke het aan)

12-02-2009 om 23:53 geschreven door Titin

A special little person 09/06/2006

While shanti( the doughter of my boyfrend) was here a frend of mine came by.

shanti asked here what is your name?

well my love she said, my name is nazha.

"Nazha? thats a strange name, i never heard of it before." said shanti.

she turned her head and started playing.

we where talking and she was playing, when suddenly

shanti came to nazha and said:

" Nazha and Sarah"

nazha was completely stuned.

she said:" why do you say that?"

" because thats a more easy way to remember your name " said shanti.

" well my love i will tell you something, you know there is a baby in my thummy,

and i had already been thinking of a name. sinds it will be a girl we thought of' sarah'.

thats why i was so surprised!"

"cool "said shanti.and she startedrubbing the tummy of nazha

i went almost creazy

12-02-2009 om 23:52 geschreven door Titin

A great surprise 06/06/2006

today is my birthday!!!

i thought my boyfrend had to work all weekend and also today!

he had told me so...

yesterday he was free, and asked me if i wanted to go for a walk.

i said yes ofcourse, where do we go to , for a walk?

he said :" i donot know yet, but it has to be something that is connected with your personality."

so we get in the car and start driving....

i already had the idee that he knew verry wel where he was going to.

i said:" well where do we go to?"

he was driving the high way and i noticed he realy knew where he was going to.

we went to durbuy!

the smalest town in europe, but a verry cute one.

and i realy, realy, realy like it in that invironement.

we had something to drink on a terras, went for a walk trough the little village,

had some more to drink, and suddenly he said:

" lets take a visit to your mum, after all it is your birthday tomorrow, and we are in the neigberhoud."

so we went over there.

when we arrived my brother and sister where there to,

it was a great evening with all of us.

we had dinner together, talked about all kind of things, and had a lot of fun!

my brother and sister had not yet seen jerry(my boyfrend), and where positively surprised.

we could stay there to sleep so that was even more fun.

this morning we had breakfast on the terras .

it was a great surprise, and i dit not know a thing about it.

i yust thought we went for a walk!

stupid me!!!

12-02-2009 om 23:50 geschreven door Titin

Dont you love kids 01/06/2006

today Shanti,

the little doughter of my boyfrend,

came to me.

she was almost crying and panniced.

I asked what was wrong, and she opened her mouth.

she told me she was playing with the lock of her earring,

and it got stuk between two of her teath.

damn,...

Its not my doughter, i didnt want to heart her!

i tryed to remove it with my fingers, but that didn't work.

so i sayd to her i would fix it, and told her to close her eyes.

i took a toothpicker and putted it under the little lock.

i had to use a lot of force,

but eventualy after asking for help to my higher self and all nature forces

the little lock got out!

you see, even kids can teachyou a lot!

12-02-2009 om 23:49 geschreven door Titin

deliver me 27/04/2006

Deliver me, out of my sadness.
Deliver me, from all of the madness.
Deliver me, courage to guide me.
Deliver me, strength from inside me.

All of my life I've been in hiding.
Wishing there was someone just like you.
Now that you're here, now that I've found you,
I know that you're the one to pull me through.

Deliver me, loving and caring.
Deliver me, giving and sharing.
Deliver me, the cross that I'm bearing.

All of my life I was in hiding.
Wishing there was someone just like you.
Now that you're here, now that I've found you,
I know that you're the one to pull me through.

All of my life I was in hiding.
Wishing there was someone just like you.
Now that you're here, now that I've found you,
I know that you're the one to pull me through.

Deliver me,
Oh deliver me.
Won't you deliver me

sarah brightman & enya

12-02-2009 om 23:43 geschreven door Titin

About love 25/04/2006

love is beatifull,

love is warm.

it opens up your heart,

your mind and soul.

in love it's easy to give,

because of what you get.

in love anything is posible,

for you're never alone.

in love you feel special,

because you are special.

in love ,

life is the greatest reward.

12-02-2009 om 23:42 geschreven door Titin

about life 24/02/2006

i wanna tell everyone about life.

in my life there has been so much haertache and pain,

troubles and missery.

sometimes i thought why do i go on?

somethimes i hated myself.

but with all this ,

i never stoped believing.

once someone told me:

"miracles do happend, if only you believe"

well i got my miracle now.

i met a guy, he is more then i ever hoped for,

he treats me like a lady, like a princes,

he is nice and gentle,

strong and tuff.

he protects me, and loves me,

he is my prince!

so what i want to tell to everyone is:

whatever comes your way,

never stop believing,

once you will experience happines and joy.

because: "miracles do happend if only you believe"

12-02-2009 om 23:41 geschreven door Titin

tropical rainstorm 07/02/2006

a thousand raindrops comming down

falling on my head,

warm soft and

oohh so tender.

wather running down my fase

over my eyes and my cheeks.

rapped in a dress of wather

created by mother nature.

i feel the strength of it

cleaning my heart and my soul

taking all negativity

down to the earth.

where it is turned

in to positive energy.

so all menkind can enjoy.

suddenly i wake up

i was only in the shower.

felt just great.

enjoy it

12-02-2009 om 23:39 geschreven door Titin

Atra gülai un ilian tauthr ono un atra ono waise skölir frà rauthr

Atra esterni ono thelduin

Mor'ranr lifa unin hjarta ono

Un du evarinya ono varda

******

Moge geluk en voorspoed uw deel zijn en moge tegenspoed u bespaard blijven

Moge het lot u gunstig gezind zijn

Moge er vrede rusten in uw hart

en mogen de sterren waken over u

******

12-02-2009 om 23:37 geschreven door Titin

Winter morning 28/01/2006

beeing ill is the worst thing in life.

no outside

only inside

and a visible ilusion of what you have to mis.

cant take it anymore

so open the window

the cold air surrounding me instantly

making my skin freez.

the sound of the wind in the trees.

tok, tok, a stick falling out of the tree

hitting him a few times

before touching the ground.

the grass , not completely green

but with the finest icecristals

knispering under the feet of a

small tiny rabit.

a shadow pasing bye

of a bird

kraa kraaa,

its a crow caling out to world

all of this

makes me wanna go out

go out and dance

in the warmth

of the soft rays of the sun

12-02-2009 om 23:36 geschreven door Titin

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