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I decided to do a 100 days detox program from men.
I started seven days ago.
The reason i started this, is because i fell in love with a good friend. I've known him for about eight years now.
I could tell him anything. The crappy boyfriends i've had or about the problems in my life.
What i didn't know was that i would lose him when i told him, i have feelings for him.
I'm going through some emotional problems and i needed him to be there.
I flew to the states a few weeks ago to go and say goodbye to my mom. She has stage four breastcancer and she has little time left.
I came back, realizing how short life is and decided to tell him I love him.
Now he is gone. He told me he needed time to process this.
We all know what this means. He is a gonner.
I must admit i've had a few glasses of wine since then.
Maybe after my 100 day program i have to start going to AA.
I allow myself to have one glass a day. I have a good excuss, i have to finish the bottle.
I hope to realise i can get him out of my head by the time i reach the 100th day.
I'll keep you posted
Xx
08-12-2014 om 16:47
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