Certainly when it comes down to my health, my child and animals.

There's things that need to be done, that I don't want to do.

I'm going to have to re-home my birds, if I want to be able to breathe indoors again. And that sucks so hard. It's such a painfull decision and I don't think anyone will understand.

It's making me sad and angry and makes me feel like a lousy human being, for not being able to take care of them and my Household and health at the same time.

Some things just need to be done, for the best of all parties involved. Now I'm not the only one 'suffering' because of them anymore, but I'm doing them short too. I cannot clean their cage out anymore the way I'm supposed to, cannot clean the house the way one should when having birds in the house,

cannot pay as much attention  to them anymore, for I keep on getting more fatigue as the days pass by.

They deserve better too.

There won't be any help coming soon. No one wants to clean up after animals that aren't theirs, no matter how much you pay them (or perhaps I'm just not rich enough off course).

It needs to be done and it's tearing me apart! I love them so very much and I owe them so very much.

This year has been rough so far.

Perhaps the end will be better.