For me; loving someone close to you, that doesnt care for you in the
same way is a horrible feeling not just because I cant be with her;
but because I have all these mixed emotions, and feelings that I cant
vent. I just love her and I cant do anything about it. I can think up
stupid poems, stories, think of crazy ways to win her over, drone on and
on to my friends, but I can never get that feeling of emotional bliss. I
just want to be able to clear my mind of everything and everyone, but I
cant; because you will always be there, just out of reach. Just so out of reach.
You're always there, it makes me go crazy. I see you in the way people walk. The way they laugh, the way they smile, the way they look. It's unbearable. Songs remind me about you, when I think, you are on my mind. Even with this whole new world about, I can only think about you. And it hurts that you don't feel that way. It hurts that you ignore me now when I happen to meet you. It hurts that you look the other way and don't talk to me. It hurts that I've felt I meant something to you, when you don't even come to say hi. It fucking hurts.
