yesterday was a terible day, i was overstressed, and had a mager argue with my mom!
i asked her nicely to leave but she made it worse and started breaking me down, everything i had desided about MY appartment, the colours, the floor, the way i cleaned it up, everything i had done wrong!
i told her that it is MY appaertment and asked her to leave .
she didn't want to, i said her that if she would'nt leave in half an hour she could do the rest on her own, and i would leave! that she could go and live there, and make everything like she wants it!
ooooohhhh stupid me! why in the first place did i let her help! i could have known it would end like this!
finaly after four times saying that i would leave she left!
so i could go on with painting and cleaning!
but now the badroom is done, the toilet is complete(thanx to erik!).
the meditationroom is done! and only the entrence and the coridor have to be done , that should be finished today!
the old floor in the meditationroom is out, the old floor in the coridor is out and all that has to happen is waiting for the new floor!
i hope they come soon to put him in!
i cant wait to move! i will be so glad to have my own place!!!
the spots in the badroom where now problem, they dissapeared like snow for the sun!
the tiles are beatifil, it looks all like new!!!!!
yesterday i've been cleening all the walls of the badroom and toilet!
it was a terible job, my arms still hurt!
afterwards i started painting the walls from the toilet!
thats the smalest room of the house , but soon it will ass wel be the darkest room of the house!
the colour i chose is a little darker than i expected!
we where laughing with it, and i said , it might be a dark room, but it wil be calming!
a friend of mine who was helping( erik) said : hey cool, then you can make your meditation room of it!
we laughed with it!
i said: soon it will not only be the smalest room of the house (thats how we caal the toilet) but also the darkest room! erik siad: even cooler , now you can also develop your pictures there! it will be a multi finctional room!
so peoples i have the most multi functional toilet of the world!!!
if you think that painting a toilet is an easy job your wrong!
it is a terible job! you have to be careful not to paint the pot! make sure you don't touch the pipes!
all kinds of corners! damn! not easy!!!
but it a beaty!
next to the toilet is the badroom!
that will be the lightest room of the house!
she will be completely white! not easy cause there were blue tiles in there, so i had to paint them ass well!
it will be like heaven!
not yet finished , but today she will be ready!
i hope the workers kome to put my new floor soon, ones he is laid i can start moving!
most of the appartment is done, exept for the hall and the meditationroom!
Earth is our mother Just turning around With her trees in the forest And roots underground Our father above us Whose sigh is the wind Paint us a rainbow Without any end
As the river runs freely The mountain does rise Let me touch with my fingers And see with my eyes In the hearts of the children A pure love still grows Like a bright star in Heaven That lights our way home Like the flower that shattered the stone
A sparrow finds freedom Beholding the sun In the infinite beauty We're all joined in one I reach out before me And look to the sky Did I hear someone whisper Did something pass by
As the river runs freely The mountain does rise Let me touch with my fingers And see with my eyes In the hearts of the children A pure love still grows Like a bright star in Heaven That lights our way home Like the flower that shattered the stone
Like a bright star in Heaven That lights our way home Like the flower that shattered the ston
The valley green was so serene In the middle ran a stream so blue... A maiden fair, in despair, once had met her true love there and she told him... She would say... "Promise me , when you see, a white rose you'll think of me I love you so, Never let go, I will be your ghost of a rose..."
Her eyes believed in mysteries She would lay amongst the leaves of amber Her spirit wild, heart of a child, yet gentle still and quiet and mild and he loved her... When she would say... "Promise me , when you see, a white rose you'll think of me I love you so, Never let go, I will be your ghost of a rose..."
When all was done, she turned to run Dancing to the setting sun as he watched her And ever more he thought he saw A glimpse of her upon the moors forever He'd hear her say... "Promise me , when you see, a white rose you'll think of me I love you so, Never let go, I will be your ghost of a rose..."
