Questions and concerns Deze blog is gestart om me te helpen met de vele vragen die ik heb. De vele dingen waar ik mee zit. Om zo mijn leven wat meer kleur te geven ;-)
Ik ben nog niet zo thuis in het hele blog gebeuren dus veel spectaculairs zal er hier nog niet te zien zijn :-P
Maar met de tijd leer ik wel bij en zal ik proberen deze blog wat aangenamer te maken ;-)
09-11-2007
Yesss!!
Yesss!! The house is sold! The buyer is gonna sign the contract this evening. Now we can start looking fo a new place to live!
Period began this morning so I can finally call the hospital for further apointments Hopefully at the end of this month pregnant! This baby can never say it's not wanted
Something tells me this is gonna be a good weekend for a change
Selling a house...what a joy! I was so happy when the girl who wanted to buy our house told me this morning she had the money and wanted to buy it. YES! I was so happy. But now my parents think we sell it too cheap, the real estate agent says we sell it too cheap,... he said we should wait for a higher bid. But will there be a higher bid? What if this is the highest bid we will ever get? This buyer is not gonna wait forever! GRRR What am I supposed to do now
I've been discussing it now for hours and hours! My head hurts! I suddenly feel like a sigaret! ME! Me, who wanted to quit! Who made a fight with my boyfriend for smoking!
Hope some good new will come our way soon. We need it
Good news!! Yesterday my boyfriend told me he was gonna smoke his last sigarets today! I hope this time he will persevere.. He has no idea how happy he'd make me...
So now we wait for my monthly to come so we can make the next appointment in the clinic... but I'm already 4 days late Yesterday the thought struck me: "Could I really be pregnant??" But I did a test today and it was negative So, we wait....and wait.....
The girl who was so very interesting in buying our house was gonna think about our offer and let me know this morning.... It's noon already...still didn't here from here Don't know what's wrong because she's been kinda stalking us all thru the weekend Hope to hear good news from here soon... I'm up to some good news
In this diary I will try to write down my daily feelings. A lot is going on in my life at the moment and I really feel the need to write things down...
So here's a welcome to me to this new diary of mine (first time on blog )
This past month has been emotionally explosive but maybe, just maybe, the light is shining at the end of my dark tunnel. The fights with my boyfriend, our endless discussions on futilities and all the blame that has been laid on each other might possibily be cleared out. It was so rediculous: I love him, he loves me, but still the endless fights. It made me so tired.
We've got a house to sell, another house the find, a wedding on the way (for wich nothing has been arranged yet! ), and we're in the middle of an IVF procedure. This all is taking so much of our energy that sometimes we forget that we're just trying to build up a nice future together (what's supposed to be a romantic event )
So after the bomb exploded, we decided to take a step back and enjoy each other again
So much for the good news. taking in mind that very soon, a baby might be on it's way, I definitely wanted to quit smoking. That was the easiest dicision I had to make in years! But unfortunately my boyfriend has a lot of difficulties leaving the smokes for the past Problem is: I CAN'T TAKE THE SMELL ANYMORE!! How on earth am I going to convince him? He tried stopping just for me, but forget it! The constant blame for making him quit made me NUTS! So he's back to smoking, and so have I for a week. Yesterday was my last one I'm gonna make this effort, lets just hope he will someday do the same
ME! 
to come so we can make the next appointment in the clinic... but I'm already 4 days late 
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