Well, here I am, 19 years old and most of the time my life is difficult and simple at the same time. Most people say I think to much, about life, school and boyfriends. Sometimes I will not be in the mood to write and sometimes I will not make any sence, but eventually, I do this for me and not for anyone else. Today I have not seen one episode of one tree hill, this is particullary strange for me. I think it's a great show and yeah maybe I do have an obsession. When I watch one tree hill I try and compare my own life with theirs. I know this is stupid and childish but hey I need a life...I do wanne be as independant as brooke, and as artistic as peyton. I know I can better be happy with who I am but...don't you ever wish you were someone else? Someone greater, better, stronger, faster? If I would be someone else, all of my memories would disappear and I would never have met the people I know. I don't think I could pay that price, just to be someone better, faster or greater. So just for today I think I'm quite alright.
