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A loooong day with nearly no sleep.
Today was one of the worse days since a long time.
Today I started crying on a the middle of the day on school and in the car. I can't hold my smile up anymore, my face smiles are done. People getting on my nervs; There is this guy which thinks everything is simple, fe. Frence is simple blabla, some today we had to study for English aswell and he was like you didn't study and you won't make it and stuff like that. But he is in my project group and I'm like he didn't do a little thing for project yet. J. en me are looking for everything, making a schedule, making the introduction, looking up stuff. In the afternoon we scheduled a meeting to test some motors to see what we could do with some old stuff I had and he was like what are we doing here ? He was just sitting there and stuff while I was trying to make the schedule.
Last week he made me snap by not doing anything. Now he totally made me snap so I just left from my project meeting.
I'm not sure what to do anymore, I'm not finding any light spot anymore, everything looks dark.
It's hard to think clearly, and I'm sorry but I can't explain it today but it ain't going well and I hope tomorrow will be better.
Today I'll get some sleeping pills to sleep, which I already took and lets see if I can get some sleep ;)
You were the person which I talked to for hours, I was there when you were feeling bad. You know that I am feeling bad, I know you know but where are you now ?
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