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    Fighting Against Depression
    My own battle against a lot of feelings.
    I claim nothing and I don't care if you don't like what I write so if you'd like to be negative, you won't be more negative than what I've already been through.
    13-03-2016
    Klik hier om een link te hebben waarmee u dit artikel later terug kunt lezen.A recap of my thoughts ;)
    Heey peeps

    Let's start with why I'm back here ;) First of all it's for those reading this, those people texting/ mailing me. Asking about my blog. People who perhaps don't know me but care. Thanks for letting me know that you are here. And for me it means that I should write. 

    Lets first say the situation right now. I'm physically broken ;) Just from all weekend working working working ;) I'm here home for an hour. Worked almost 12hours today and 10,5 hours yesterday; But them money is kinda handy for paying everything of my motorcycle and car, which puts a little bit of stress on me. It's 23.45 now and I'm going to finish in 15 min but we'll see. I have to leave at 4am to take my bosses to the airport so.

    I'd say what do you wanne here first, good or bad news. But I shall choice for you. Let's start with the better things.

    I'm kinda finding myself a little inside my new club. Since I'm in a motorcycle club with some other youngh people and with supersports ;) For those who didn't know, I drive a motorcycle a Yamaha supersport. Since start of this month I'm with the club. Great guys, been on tour with them twice now. Normally I was going to drive wit them to "Doel" yesterday but I had to go to work since my boss is still sick and it was her birthday so. With the club I've been on cafe and had great evenings. Normally today there was a reception but I had to work, next time I'l be there tho. 
    Another great thing about the club is in 2 weeks I'll be on weekend with them 1, 2, 3 april. Gonig to drive together and have fun ;) I'm looking forward to that weekend, atleast that's something to look forward to ;). 

    Friday I went to a metal concert and it was fun, Sabaton was worse then in Belgium but still awesome ;) For Alestorm on the other hand was better in the Netherlands ;). For both of them  was almost at the front row so I was happy ;). 

    I'm not sure if there is anything else that happend were I feel good with ;)

    Bad things now. Hmm xD

    Let's start with the fact that because of a stupid stupid guy I lost a great friend. Just because Mister is to Jealous, and doesn't want his gf to have friends. But that's why I lost a great girl. Although we still have contact since we really need someone to talk too. We still have contact with eachother although she has to text me first all the time now ;)

    Second is school which really gets me mad lately well couple of things on school .
    First of all there is all this work we have to do. Some of our teachers want us to make Labo's in less time and make the report at the same time. Others want us to make a full report with every little detail till the next day... Meanwhile we have projecting French and english that we have to study.. 
    On the other hand there is projects ... We have to type the report and I didn't have much time lately for it, meanwhile it kinda sucks to tho. I open it and I see it and i'm like NOOO you got to be kidding me ... So from tomorrow on I'll be the one typing and sending everything again. because I can't affort bad points for this kinda things. I don't wanne redo my semester ... So I'm gonna take some more things on my shoulders but hey all we can achieve by ourselfs is something we learned ;) 
    I'm not sure we I can trust anymore on school tho. I'm feeling bad at school useing my headset lately to listen to music. Walkign alone, going to eat alone sometimes. 

    On work I'm having stress since everytime I'm going at work it's going bad. Look like friday I was at the concert and no one else could come and work. We have 6 waiter girls and none of them could come to work... I'm like for one time I'm gone and no one can come. actually no one can come ever. Everyone has to do something .. I'm like am I the only person without a life then ?! Anyway stop stressing about that. I hope 1-2 april won't be a problem since I return sunday 3th for working already I'm not goingto return earlier... 

    My foot still hurts like hell sometime, just like today ;) While walking to much I start to feel it and I start to mis step myself so .. Anyway that's perhaps because of the concert ;).

    At home I'm getting mad since my parents never cook. They only get fast food and stuff. But for those who don't know it my mom is hope every day, okay she can't go to the shop but she could ask my dad to go to the shop. My dad works 8 hours a day so even he has plenty of time I think, but noooo damn fast food ... I'm getting sick of it but hey if I say something about it the house is to little for me  and my dad ...

    Lately I've gained some weight and I'm feeling bad about it. but looking like it this week I lost about 500grams again comparing to last week, perhaps that's because of the little sleep. But from today I'll try to go run a bit again. I'll start doing some sport instead of no sport ;). We'll see. 

    Sorry about the long post but hey here I am again ;) Thanks for those mailing me. if there are more people here reading and thinking about me mail me and we can chat cause I like to chat to people and maybe we get along maybe we don't but you can only see when you mail me ;) 

    Some songs I'm listing to this week and right now: 


    Goodnight peeps and thanks, you have on idea how good it does to see that anyone reads it ;) xx 
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