On the outside i may look like i am 10 feet tall

But inside me i am way smaller than you think

When you think that i am confident about myself but notting is more wrong than that

I would lie if i said you were the first girl i almost cried for

But i am honest when i say you were almost the second

I miss the texting till 3 at night

I just miss the teasing we both did

I miss not only the funny conversations but also the serious ones

We simply could talk for hours and not even noticing time passes that quick

I miss those times 

When i grew up my parents kept telling me don't you worry child

Everything's gonna be alright

Don't worry be happy

And when I was young i believed in all of that and i didn't worry and was just happy

Now i just think to much about everything and that is wrong

What has happened to the girl that knew that i understood her

The girl that trusted me

Is all of that gone or is there some hope ?

I'am clumsy

My head is a mess

Cuz you got me and won't let me go

But i've been trying so hard not to let is show

Just cuz i'm scared to show what i really feel

And i don't know if you are able to heal

Even after all that i said, all that i have tried to proof

You still don't know what i feel and how much you mean to me

I know that what i hope is impossible but please let us try to build up everything from the start and maybe it won't be the same but u can become better

Hey

Notting special 

i just come to say that i am happy to have met you and got the time from you to get to know you better

And i hope/know that i can get to know you even better ;p

Hello little miss sunshine   

I hope you're fine

You can bring me heat

And that is what does my hart beat

Hello mister moon

You always remind me of a balloon

You can light up my night

Without bringing up a fight

You can make me fall asleep

Even when i'm in deep

When you wake up in the morning there is always something in your mind

With me it is somebody i love

So my first taught in the morning is you

I still don't know why but i keep missing the way it was

Why can't it be like it was before ?

we were both happy and i didn't need to think how to do in front of you

It is simple but i miss you

I can see it in your eyes that there is something

Something you don't want to tell me

So you keep telling me not to worry

But the hardest thing you can ask from me is not to worry about somebody is love

People come and go 

only the real friends stay at your side in bad times

That is the ultimate test in life not to make you suffer but to know who you can trust

I will love you love you as long as the stars are shining above us

You light up my life with your smile

You are the star in my life

"Zet u knopjes knopjes maar open want u nek heeft plaats nodig"

Of "de wereld draait niet alleen om u ze"

Dat waren onze zinnetjes om elkaar te plagen en elkaar met de voeten op de grond te houden

Maar zoals zelf al zei: het omgekeerde is veel leuker ;p

I never thought that you would replace me that quick and easy

But you're heart did not fall into pieces were mine did

Why do you keep pushing me away at the moments we get closer ?

Are you afraid of getting hurt again ?

Don't you trust me anymore ?

Or was it just my taught we got closer ?

I can write you 1000 stories

I can write you 100 songs

I can give you 10 compliments a day

But if you can't give me 1 chance all of the above is useless and we can't move on...

The ones you love are the persons who can hurt you the most

And i don't really know what the problem is but are you tired of me or is it that you never wanted me in your neighborhood ?

I just want to know why you're suddenly so rude to me

You are and will always be someone special to me

When we "started" talking to each other i thought i had passed a difficult period

But that wasn't true i didn't pass it, i was still in it

And maybe you didn't do much but just by listening you helped me through

There is just one thing to say

Thank you