I gave you my everything but i guess that didn't mean anything to you

I loved you just the way you are

And you just played me like the fool i was

I now start to realize that I didn't mean a thing for you, that everything was just a big act and that you wouldn't even mind if I wasn't there

Will it ever get better ? Will i ever forget ?

I would love to say yes but I know it will be hard

Because i promised myself a lot of times that i would stop caring but every night again it slips back inside my mind believe me i tried to forget but "what am i supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?"

I was always so afraid that i would catch a grenade for you

And you wouldn't even blink an eye when i would die

Sometimes you have to carry on and start over and over again till it works out

Everybody has their failures and you have to learn from them

So you know the next time what you should not do

But that doesn't mean you can't fail again

Just be strong and keep carrying on