I really don't know what to think one time you just want my attention and now you just can't look at me...

Just say what you want it is the easiest for both of us

The whole time i was searching for love you were just in front of me and i didn't realize it

But then we started to talk and it didn't take long for me to see that you could be the one 

I wonder if true love really exists or is it just a dream of everybody ?

But then i met you and you just proved it does exist

There is just something about you

Something i can't explain but it tells me that you are special

When you smile you make me smile

But when you cry there is just something that melts inside me and i want to stop it whatever cost

I thought that i was broken but apparently i was just bent 

You helped me to get back normal and i will always be thankful for that  

After everything i thought that i could trust nobody ever again

I think everybody has had such a moment but those moments can end

Those moments end when you just grab yourself together and just start to live again

I did that and look now i just found somebody i can trust

I just so fucking hate myself right now i never attended to hurt you but i did.

The thing for what i was trying to protect you for i did myself and i hate it !

I am so sorry ! And i hope you will forgive me !

When you trust somebody there are some things you got to know

I think I know some things about you but notting is sure...

But i do still trust you and care about you !

You really don't realize how much you mean to me.

There were only 2 others who knew the same things like you and now you are the only one i have left of those

I really care about you and just don't want to see you get hurt !

Maybe you don't know it maybe you do but more and more you are the why I smile

You are the reason to wake up

You are the one that I like

“ You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams. ”

— Dr. Seuss

When i am desperate i just start writing texts to express my feelings but at the moment i just don't know what i have to feel 

I just feel a lot but i don't know how to express it 

you were the only one who tried to understand me, who was always there for me but now i am losing all of that and i just don't know how to handle that I just have to say one thing: bye 

Who had ever thought that i would almost be begin no my knees for just some answers 

Certainly not me but here i am i really beg you please give me those answers.

I really don't know how it became this far

I just want that you know that i really didn't want this and i really miss you.

If i would get a dollar for every tear i cried for you i would be rich 

But that is not what i want 

I just want you back in my life whatever price that would cost 

Sometimes i just lay in my bed waiting to fall asleep. 

I listen to music

Music that reminds me of you. 

And i just think back at our moments 

Sometimes with a smile 

Sometimes with a tear.

You just remind me so much of somebody else that i lost...

You are just so stubborn and incomprehensible...

But i don't mind...

When i think about that other girl you remind me of i always have to think about one little sentence:

"What am i supposed to do when the best part of me was always you"

And now i am starting to link it with you and i really don't want to lose you

I don't know why but i just can't understand you one moment you call me your best friend and the other moment(s) you just ignore me and it looks like you don't want to know me

And you said it would change but