Hey, Sometimes I have those moments that everything becomes too much. I think everyone has such moments... But I always react the wrong way then. I get aggressive and start to yell. It's been away for a long time... I always knew it wasn't really gone, but I hoped it was and I started to believe it went away. Tonight it came back. I think it had something to do with my bad exam this morning, but it just comes, I can't stop it. I wish I could... I was watching Friends, when my sister came in. She was being really annoying, I asked her to go She didn't. So I start pushing her, I got so mad. And she just laughed. She just laughed She went to get my older brother. Now they knew I was mad, they wanted to push me until I totally snapped. At such moments I hate them. My mother says nothing and my father is away, so it's me against them. I'm much weaker then them, so I always lose. When I got so mad I started to throw with the door they finally leave. The only that can relax me then is music.
