Love and Water

When you say love is all, then you also say it's not always 'all good'

You also say it's the one thing we certainly have in our life, it keeps us growing

That might be true, for just a few, not for me, I can't find real love, I wish I could

You say love is life, but in my eyes, love is like water, it keeps on flowing

I say love is water, a constant, a must

It's always around and inside all of us

Be sure that I can't live without water

And be sure I need some love in my life

But I'm not sure that both of 'em are things you can really trust

Because both of them are causing all this hurt and all this strife

Water these days is flowing like never seen before

Normally it's flowing peacefully, then nobody cares

The water is giving us this message we can't ignore

Flowing from the rivers to the ocean

Passing by cities, damaging life

Damaging families and homes

'Cause of this I got this notion

These two things that are inside all of us

These two things that are part of us all

Love and water... Are full of mistrust

Both of them have the power to heal

But both of them keep on hurting us

It's life that they can both steal

Sometimes what seems peacefull

What seems safe and sound

Can turn out to be cruell

So love is like water

You can always get stuck in it

You can always get drowned

(January 2011, Benjammin Hb Parker)

Stagnate

This is the evil that woman do

What they do? 

Make you blue

They act a fool

That was what you did

Stepped aside, stepped on my heart

Was it worth all of this? Was I so unfit?

Why did you do what they do?

There was so little restrain

Left home, waiting in pain

It drove me insane

Why did it have to be you?

Like them, you were cold as ice

From then on out, you paid the price

From then on out, it was never the same

Why did you treat me that way?

Why did you decide to go astray?

What did I ever do to lead you away?

Now I can't convert

I remain the same

Lived in shame

It's insane, I can't change...

You were my Queen, there was nobody but you

There was only you and other invisible woman 

You could have done anything

But you just had to do

The only taboo

Being so untrue

Lying about it so bluntly in my face

And you know this is true, it was love

Yeah, I would have done anything for you

Such a disgrace... 'We only went first base...'

Wish I never found that shit out

Maybe we would still be together

Well, hell, we'll never know now

After all, this shit was tough

But in me there's still love

It's the same for you

When you feel alone

You always look above

You're looking at the stars

I know you're crying when you look up

While you're living behind your golden prison bars

You were my Queen of Hearts

You almost got crowned

But you lied

And I cried

So our love was never really found

I wanted to find love, my love, real love

But time and time again, I got fooled

What did I ever mean to you?

Because of you I wear these fucking chains

Now there's ice-water runnin' through my fucking vains

Now I can never trust a woman again, always living in doubt

A heart hard as a rock, keep on living with these growing pains

This is how you made me

This is what you created

My heart on lock

A detainee

Am I manic-depressive?

Dad, that's a lil' exessive

Yeah, I'm living with highs and lows

I just can't find my peace of mind

It's all about disappointments

Nothing else than low blows

Nobody to talk to about it

So the fucking anger grows

I can't afford a psychologist 

I have to deal with this shit all alone

A boy, wanting to be a man

I wan't to change... but I can't

I'm still the boy nobody can stand

Willing to change but I'm still stagnet

Why can't I just change and just run with it?

I just keep attracting bad luck like a fucking magnet

Just wanting this life to see

What kinda man I could be

The kinda man I should be

Trying to get some emotions from you

Real emotions, don't front

I won't be fooled

Like I'm a fuckin' retard, treatin' me like a toy, a fucking bumb

I'm smarter then you think girl, sometimes I just act dumb

Ain't gettin' no love, just wanting respect

Already 25 years old and still a boy

Another misfit of society

A fucking reject

Love never worked

Work never loved

Al this shit I had to swallow

Made me dead inside, made me hollow

I'm not a piece of shit you can play with

You make me feel like that

Feeling like a real Joker

Gambled and got broker

You make me feel like a psycho, feeding my killer instinct

Never wanted this, but I'm startin' to think

I might really be sick

A career in evilness, lookin' kinda good to me

All I ever wanted was a normal life

A career, some kids, a wife

That was to much to ask

Sometimes I'm tired of trying

Sometimes I feel like dying

Russian roulette... Wanna play?

Cock that gun... Don't run

Give it to me please

Don't tease

You're making me take the fall

I've had enough, I'm off this

Pull that trigger

Don't miss

(January 2011, Benjammin' Hb Parker)

Smile

You can cry just for a minute

Or even for hours at a time

There's no shame in it

It's okay, it's just fine

But there's a limit to what you can take

So sometimes you just don't won't to awake

Sometimes it gets so hard that you just need a break 

Years of tears and sad blue eyes

They won't help you

I admit

I've been crying too

Angry at the world, thinking I could change it

I was wrong, got frustrated, got fooled

But I learned this lesson, bit by bit

The tears will help you

But only for a while

In the long run

Tears will make you drown

Tears will break you down

So dry them up

Dry your tears and give me a smile

I also had a hard time trying to find out why...

Why does it all fall down at once?

Why is this happening to me?

Why is this happening now?

That's why I shared something with you

To remember ourselves there's always someone out there

Someone with good intentions, someone true

Someone that will always care

And sometimes like you

I break down and cry

No shame about that

I'm an emotional guy

I cry for a minute

And then I think a lil' bit

I stop, stare and think for a while

I think about the small things in life

That's just me, that's my style

They might not be cool

But small things make me joyful

Like birds in the sky

I think about freedom

Like birds flying high

I think about hope

There's always hope

No matter what...

And there's so much hope for you

I can't even call it hope anymore

'Cause I know you'll make it through

I think about love

It's still all around

Whether it's unconditional, romantic or unbound

Sometimes you might still feel like crying

When you feel like all the love is gone

When you feel like you're all alone

When you feel like you wanna stop trying

When you feel like love is hard to find

Just think about me...

And I hope you'll have a change of mind

Your hope and love buried deep inside

Are two things no one can ever take away

When it's dark, they can be your light

These two things, I give to you

When you feel like you lost them

When you're feeling sad and blue

You can always count on me

It's me you can always come to

I might not always be around

But for you I'm easily found

You could ask me any day

When you're in need of a smile

For you I will always leave my isle

My comfort and protection will never be far away

All I want in return

A simple thing, that would always make my day

If you couldn't give this simple thing, that would be my only concern

All I want is your sweet little smile

So please, please make it stay!

(January 2011, Benjammin' Hb Parker)

Mr. Nice Guy

Hi, I'm mr. nice guy

Yep, always finish last

You'll be rewarded boi! Just act like a snake in the grass

Yeah son, didn't you know, you gotta be an asshole in this world

That's the fucking truth, the real truth, the truth unfurled

The fact that success is related to hatred

History's past, present, the way it's always been

Being nice, is this a new kind of sin?

I never wanted to act like an arrogant fuck

But it seems that's the way I have to be

Be like this boi, or you'll run out of luck

I'm just learning this now

I'm just starting to see

The way I was wasn't right

Tried to fight it off, using all my might

But now I know better, now I know the truth

And this is the shit I have to teach to your youth

I'm glad I'm off teaching, glad I was unfit

I'm glad I don't have to confront them with this truth

Because I wouldn't be able to stand behind this fucking shit

This world is a fucked up place, it's such a disgrace

Giving chances to people that ain't willing to change

Seems to me like it's not that hard, not even hard to pursue

It seems like it's impossible, this is my point of view

This fucked up way of living

To me this is just too untrue

I know I should

But I can't change

Not even when I try

When I try to estrange

From who I really am inside

It would help me

If I try to comply

But I just can't change

I still remain Mr. Nice Guy

(January 2011, Benjammin' Hb Parker)

Birds Falling High

Birds Falling High...

Wanna know how I feel?

I am concerned about the way things are going

Concerned about these strange events, this new deal

Concerned about the way things are headed

But still we keep lying to ourselves

These lies kept enbedded!

Why are the birds falling?

Is this fate calling?

Is this really the new deal?

Is this is a higher power trying to talk to us?

For me it's been very obvious, this shit is really real!

But people don't wanna see the truth

And we keep on concealing these facts from our youth

This is a higher power that's trying to get through

But it gets no attention from mankind

Actin' like this shit happens everyday

The people still remain untrue

Puttin' the truth on lay-away

The verity's long overdue

This power's legendary but they keep it secondary

The haters, the non-believers, they will fall

Just because they will never hear this call

This call that keeps on calling

So like the birds, they will be falling

And they'll be reminded of their mortal sins

Disrespecting nature, our home, killing off the Mother we all share

We're killing Her slowly and we still keep on living our lives, with smiles, with grins

They're all such tangible signs...

And still they remain blind!

Rivers turned red

A natural disaster?

Not even close...

Open your eyes

And listen to your heart

Mother Earth has bled!

When the skies went open and streets turned to rivers, she wept

When hurricanes took over and oil got in the tide, She said

'Feel My pain, hear My cries' 

Nobody noticed, all unread

When the Earth shook and the dirt started to glide

It was Her heart that trembled

For us Her heart trembled with all it's might

It was all ment to be

They all were warning signs

She tried to wake us up, wanted us to see

You just gotta wake yourself up and read between the lines

Kept it to myself but I see the Truth

That's why I'll never take the fall

'Cause I still got faith in me

Other people have lost it

They lost it all

My eyes are open

My mind is fully clear

If this is only the beginning

We better respect our Mother, a simple thing

We can do this or else you'll have to start living in fear

She's hot enough to melt hell

When it finally freezes over

She will really exel

When you think 'bout why we're here

We're here to take care of her

My mind is very aware

Just by thinking 'bout past times

People wished and turned to prayer

They're trying to fix this mad affair

But it's gonna be hard to do

Armed with only words you won't get through

We've got to put words into action

Actions with a new point of view

After all the crimes we committed

After all, we did Her wrong

After all is said and done

She's still willing to accepts us

She's still willing to scrape along

Ignorance, violence and anger 

We, as a people

We take that strife

And all She ever asked us

Is to live as one with ourselves and with Her

Live together as one and keep on living

That's the good life

But people think they're smarter

Lying and deceiving

You could call Her a martyr

Why won't we see this calling

Isn't there any love anymore?

Why does everyone hate you Mother?

Why is it You they ignore?

Ignore Her will and try to defy?

Try to defy Her and you will see

She will reap

There will be reprecussions for all our sins

It won't come cheap

Why do you think birds are falling from the sky?

Maybe this is just how Armageddon begins

Birds fallin' down, wasn't exactly planned

That was a sign, an agressive demand

We have to pay for what we've done

How much more can we withstand?

She's just hoping everybody will finally understand

She's trying to show the world that it's all interrelated

But you're still to busy livin' disrespectfully

You're still telling Her all these lies

This is the shit your mother always hated

This is the reason why your Mother cries

(January 2011, Benjammin' Hb Parker)

The Devil still Dances

The Devil still dances

But she ain't here for romancin'

She's just here to have some fun

She's dangerous like a loaded gun

She uses her body so well

Putting me into a spell

Subtle smiles

Make her go wild

I kinda like you girl

And you kinda like me

You can dig this grown up child

I could tell when you gave me that smile

Maybe this isn't teasing?

Maybe this is you being you

Maybe this is you being true

You're so fucking appeasing

But I still don't have a clue

Is this really you?

That's the kinda girl I like

Lookin' for fun

Gettin' in to trouble

But still willing to fight

Fighting for what she believes in

Never a hopeless cause

No surrender, no withdraws

Fighting for what is right

But at night...

Just because she can

All part of the game plan

The Devil still dances

Hoping for some respect

That's what's she gets from me

That's why it's her I protect

Respect for what she's done

She doesn't want much

Just a lil' applause

All this lil' dancin' Devil ever wanted

Her props after she holds for that pause

(January 2011, Benjammin' Hb Parker)

Angel in disguise

A sweet lil' angel

Came out to play

Came out to tease

In search of a new pray?

Don't even care 'bout that...

She makes me feel at ease

Is she send here to please?

Or am I being decieved?

Is it all a game to you?

Or are you for real?

When I look at you

I can't even tell...

Well... It is a game for me

That's one thing I can guaranty

But in this loveless game

I will take you home

I'll take you anywhere

You and me... all alone

You got that certain

'Je ne sais quoi...'

Don't know just what it is you got

It's like you don't even care

That's what makes you hot

But I think you care, you do!

You care more then you ever knew

It's just hard for you to stay true

That I understand

You can't be together with just one man

That's never been part of your real plan

But hey, Imma fan!

You're still young

Experimenting and havin' fun!

Not running from your responsibilities

Still makin' time for less fortunates ones

An angel in disguise

Are you send here for fun?

With your sweet angel eyes

Will they be your demise?

'Cause your still searching for something

I can feel it when I'm near you

You're still on the run

(January 2011, Benjammin' Hb Parker)

Love changed

It could be so easy

But you make it so hard

I might act like one sometimes

When I need to see you smile

But I'm not a retard

Not even a goodbye

Not a thing, not a word

Only left with selfpitty and pain

Didn't know you where leaving again

Not a kiss, a hug

Not even a goodbye

Is that what you said and meant?

Forever in your heart!

You're such a good guy!

Is that what you said and meant?

Or was it all a lie...?

How can I ever take you serious

You're so delirious

Thinking your feelings will ever change

Run, hide, begin all over, but it will never be the same

You know this and so do I

Now I insist, give me a reply!

We still got this connection

'Cause I gave you protection

I gave you the truth

And now I want your truth in return

No more lies, had enough of those

Now your truth is my only concern

I once saw a sad girl

I made her dissapear

'Cause when you were down

I made you feel you again!

And this is what I got in return

You made me feel invisible

When we were in the same room or miles apart

Seemed like you wanted me to crash and burn

Love was lost

Love was found

Love has changed

And by your blindness

Love has been drowned

You made me forget

What love can do

What love can mean

Now it means nothing

Time to come clean

Time to realise the truth

You ran away from me

I respected that

You needed time

And found a summer love

A new partner in crime

He was there when you where in need

I wasn't there, but how could I've been?

We had to give eachother space

As agreed... But now I plead

Summer's over

And reality has set in

Reply truthfully

From the heart

I only ask for the truth

If you don't know what to say...

You'll find my questions herein

Why do you live this lie?

Why make it so hard?

Open your eyes

Be smart

Why do you cry?

Why lie to yourself?

Why keep my love on a shelf?

Why be with a man

Who will never fully understand

Who you really are

Why you are a star

Keep living this lie

Give that life a try

And find that your starlight will fade away

A trickstar again

A million miles away

And there to stay

I broke it off

Sure, I made that call

But what you're doing now

Is making us forget about real Love

Unconditional Love, being together, standing tall

Lost all hope for something new

Maybe for us too

Will we ever know?

This time you chose to leave

Vendetta's relieve!

Did you choose well?

Only time will tell

But I'll tell you this

It's me you'll miss

Like I always miss you

You'll never feel complete

Until the end of time

Time and time again

Until our time is through

You'll live with this pain

I'll always be here

I'll be here where your heart belongs

'Cause it's your truthful heart I persue

I hope you realize what you've done

Not even a hug? All I wanted

All I wanted at that time

It was all I wanted from you

But it was too much

Pour V, pour vous

I know where you should be

And I'll be here where you belong

'Cause it's the truthful you I persue

I've waited for it for so long

Life is passing you by

Until you're home again

Now forever passing you by

Now you're lving safely

Without real love

Living safely

'Cause of my unconditional love

That you where deprived of

Life and love wants you to understand

That you're not living your own life

You're just giving it a try

But you and I know

That you're just playing along!

You keep on living painfully

Leaving yourself miles away

Left with nothing but your cries

Living painfully in your created world of lies

(December 2010, Benjammin' Hb Parker)

Stay together for the kiss

A fucked up day

Some morning Rain!

Had to face another day

Another day to face my pain

But that kiss

Didn't know why

It made me feel

So Alive!

I made her feel like a natural woman

Just with this simple kiss

But it carried so much bliss

I made her feel like a natural woman

And that's what she is to me

My Girl, my Star, my Diva, my Trustee

But what have you done to me?

I didn't want to feel this way

I never wanted to see this

Now I see it clear as day

Like me... You felt that kiss too

Don't act like you don't have a clue

I just wanna be close to you

I know you wanna be here too

Bring yourself back home

Back here where you belong

'Cause out there

You'll always be without me

You'll always on your own

(December 2010, Benjammin' Hb Parker)

I Walk The DreamLine

I had a dream last night

And you where there too

It showed me this love will never die!

Your mistakes God can always forgive!

But He hates when people lie!

Our dreams are made, used & tasted...

Nothing's ever wasted!

Tear your dreams apart

No shame in it... Stride!

Summer... It brought you love

Summer... Took my love away

Summer... Made you stay

It took my confidence

It took my pride

Leaving me alone in pain

Alone, without love

With no place to hide

Will it ever be the same?

The time is now

You know this, and so do I

This you can no longer deny!

If you don't want this love to get torn apart

Please girl! This is all I ask of you...

Open your eyes and be smart

(December 2010, Benjammin' Hb Parker)

The Strength in Me

Better days will come!

It might not mean much for some

But it means the world to me

I'll always be here

You'll see

You'll see I Will

You'll see I Can!

Be here, be there!

As long as I know

The simple fact that you still care

No one can keep me from B-in witchu...

Ok, it's alright

Lesson learned!

Got burned!

I'm sorry a 100 times and a 100 more...

But I want to be free

That's what we're here for

But I'll always love you!

And I will be here

With sin4sexsecurity

(December 2010, Benjammin' Hb Parker)

Homecomming

I can't get no sleep...

Clouds, piss off!

You're clouding my vision

Just fucking get lost!

Was blind for so long

Now I'm trying to see

You Sawed, now I Reap

It Rained, took the Leap

I'm asking you just one question

Been asking it for so long

Are they mad at me?

For what I've done, what I've made?

It seems like they do want me here

But you're not here, I'm all alone

I'm left with nothing but hate

Still on my own

Wish you stayed

I've been played

I have prayed

For far to long

I remain

In shame

Still all alone...

There's one cry for love

That reaches me fully

That's fucked up

Intolerable cruelty!

My biggest problem

I love and respect all woman

Not just You & Me

An impossible Love...

Perhaps?

A lie?

The only thing I know now

This Romeo will never die

(December 2010, Benjammin' Hb Parker)

Back in the Lion's Den

This one goes out to all the heartless, smartless, jibbery fucks...

I'm like a  McDeluxe, you'se just a small frie... 'bout like three bucks

The Self-proclaimed King

I Disclaim your title

Think 'Benzene ring'

You don't know that?

Well that's what I'm gon' bring...

Fire... I'm the supplier

The one that lil' G's admire

Why? I'm totally screwed up

Don't be like me...Please!

Got weird brain-connections

Nothin' to aspire... 

Just be you and I'll be Me

I'll be Myself 2...

You're screwed!

I got My Third Eye on you!

When I get into someone's head they get scared

Don't care, I'm like 'laissez faire' Still gotta be aware

When I walk on by, people do tend to stare

Like they know me... But I don't know you!

Guess I have to live with this glare

Why did you say something to me man

I'm cool right now, Zen, I'm just fine!

But I always have a battle plan

Sometimes I hope they keep givin' me a hard time!

They I finally have a reason to take you out back

And break your fuckin' neck!

And don't you ever push me again!

I might really go insane

I kill 'cause I can!

I be on top of the World's food chain

Lil' frostbitten, Scroogy-snoozy, fat ass, no class, lil' dick out of luck-fuck

I'm getting the urge to pour anti-freeze over your nasty, wrinkely nuts

Light you up, call some friends

Have a B B Q with my TrenchTown crew

Yeah, that's what we gon' do...

Make a meal, that's cool!

Have a feast, yeah! We beasts!

Are we nuts? Nah! We just got violent minds! 

We just wanna see vultures crush your nuts

Open up your gut!

Your dick we'll grind

Not in the gay way

You sick fuck!

We'll ripp it up!

Feed it to the birds

Put your organs in a jar...

Yeah... How regal! Not by far!

If I do that it's like I kinda respect you!

Who knows... I might just have you fooled!

Always had a hidden secret

Never said a word in college

But I always was the class clown

'I didn't know you like this dude...'

Yeah, sure... who ever would?

I never said a word

I always kept it clean

But this is just another one of my Me's

This is Me being mean

This is Me being obcene

I tend to write what I feel

Yeah, some occasional smut

I love it though...

Makes me feel empowered like Jabba The Hut

I can get away with anything

Even when I'm stuck

But I really need to write how I feel

Otherwise I might just do the shit I write

Then you'll be out of luck

Let's get back to business

Where where we... 

Yeah! Beasts feastin' on your gut...

Stop screamin and take it like a slut!

Haha! Here I go again

You selfproclamed king-why-the-fuck-do-you-even-bother-going-against-me-lickety-cut-Tut!

Woops... When I'm on automatic, I just get estatic!

Actin' like an addict in chasin' a score

Thinkin' 'bout ways to kill you

How to treat you like a whore

Fillet you with a cutting tool

Gettin' al cinematic!

Class is in session!

This is private school!

You wouldn't dream 'bout what I'm into!

I'm The Eye of Ra, haha!

With connections from Tokyo to Bogata

I'm Raw... An inventive killer instinct like the dude from Saw...

Still a Law-Abiding-Citizen-Clockwork-Orange motherfuckah...

Imma Man-on-Fire your ass

A higher class

The nice weather man

And my forecast... 

Thunder and lightning

Electricity runnin' through your every fibre

So frightening!

Slowly burnin' your insides

But I won't let you die

That would be too easy

I'll try to keep you alive

For a lil' one on one fun

I'll be a Kung-Fu-Pepe-Le-Pew

Brake your every bone...

That would just be the steppin' stone

Get some pliars for this fuckin' liar....

I need some nice conducting wire!

String you up like the puppet you are... 

I never wanted to torture you in thoughts

But this is what you made me into!

The Renegade Painkiller, The Fallen Star

Had a nice ring too it

So I accepted that...

Now you accept your shortcomings

And we might talk again some day...

Not just now, now I must burn you!

Where's my lighter?

My Fire?

My Desire?

When I burn you

They'll never catch me

'Cause I'm in this Ti-Pi

Writing lyrics and plottin' crimes

And I get away with this shit

'Cause my intellect is to Freaky

It's so easy for me

Y'all don't even see, y'all so blind!

What goes through my mind?

Sick'n twisted rhymes

Like ALL the time!

Please stare into my eyes

I'm tellin' the truth

I always do!

Voice of the Youth

With a sweet tooth

Sex 4 Suga

Suga 4 Blood

Blood 4 Oil

And I'll kill 'em all!

Don't care if they lock me down...

'Cause when I'm locked away

I got my people who'll fuck you up all over again

I'll ask Yeezy, he's got a baseball bat...

He's like my Bear Jew

FUBAR... Bitch!

What a nasty point of view!

You're a small frie...

But I'm so happy to see you!

Gonna upgrade you to a happy meal

Turn you round like a busted up ferris wheel

Surreal... Feel like a transformer

Optimus in his prime

I'm on all the time

Kick Shockwave's ass

He'll reach an impasse when he takes on me

I'll be his little snake in the grass!

We could always make a new deal...

Repect me and all of my people

You're a trash can, I'm a steeple!

The man of steel!

And like 50 & Akon.... I Will Kill!

Surreal! The feelings that I feel...

But hey... I'm still, and always will

Be a real nice boi...

I just got send here to annoy!

And deploy these messed up rhymes

Taking your words and makin 'em mine

Traveling inside your head

Checking out your thoughts

And hitting rewind

Am I joking or being for real

Is this man feeling what I feel?

Who will ever know

Man, I just love to screw up your mind!

(December 2010, Pieter Gilis)

Lost Crown

You were fly, cool, tempting me with your eyes

Makin' me nervous, makin' me sweat

Was younger back then, naive and unwise

She wanted my crown, I wanted some head

I gave it up, she didn't, enough said

I lost my crown and I just fled

Lost my confidence, felt down

I was foolish, just had to say 'no, that's mine'

But I didn't, her smile was so benign

Felt manipulated, dubble crossed by a cutie pie

Sweet eyes turned red from desire

They were on fire

I'll never forget

This stupid regret

Just went home, hit the sack

Knowing I would never get it back

Can't believe that was the life I led

How did I ever give up a crown?

How did I ever back down?

I'm such a ghost town clown

Standing there, without any glare

Left standing... Alone... In doubt... In fear

Is this the man I'm becomming?

Never givin' it up again... I swear!

That's over now...

No one will ever just take my crown

Never again

No m'am

That's my main vain terrain

Just let it be...

Or I'll have to show you what you really don't wanna see

The agry side of me

I'll try to detain emotions

I'll try to restrain agression

But there'll be no more compassion

I know, it's a stupid obsession

With an ex-possession

It's just a lost crown

Taken from a stupid ass clown

But I know it's in good hands

Cute lil' redhead understands

What it means to me

Thanks for that sweet pea!

I don't need to be crowned

My feet are on the ground

No need to obsess

But nevertheless

I do need to feel love

Trust, warmth, affection

All of the above

Both unbound

So cutie, if you wanna give it back

I'm easily found

And you can always come around

(December 2010, Pieter Gilis)

Cyclone Drone

You're a cyclone, a clone, a drone, movin' with the flow

Outta controle, never stoppin', poppin', lockin', droppin'

Love to see you move, but stop it... (What?)

What am I sayin', go on, live it up, live that sexy sin!

Your love-less freaky-ness, your anti-stress-digress

Obsessed by the way you move

Here to prove she can dance like a calculated chess move

('Dogg, you seein' that bitch' chest move, see them titties, see em wigglin')

'Back off man, you desecrate the game with your sorry-ass scrambling'

Respect this bitch! Leave you fool... Gon' press the ignition switch!

Queen's puttin' me into check - mate - don't hate!

She's mine,  think I wanna procreate

Nah, that was a lil' misstate...

Let's pick up our heartrate

Stimulate and translate our feelings into actions

Only care 'bout the extractions

The body-chemical reactions

No more distractions... Only satisfaction!

Love to play this game

She's takin' me over, but what was her name...

Damn! Just call her BabyBoo, Babygirl, BabyBlue

We loved to use eachother, so there was no pain

That's over now, put back in my place

A certified check!

Left behind like a train wreck!

But hey, it didn't kill me

So the next babyboo's gonna trill me

Fulfill me, my every desire

My sexy pariah!

You make me wanna explode

Reload! Man, I'm so sold!

Was so cold

My fantasy is starting to unfold

Just stop for a minute girl, lemme behold

Your sweet suger lips, sexy thighs, long ass legs

Damn! It not hard for you to impress!

You could wear the skankiest clothes

And still have the whole room froze!

Cyclone drone... All alone... But not for long!

Fuck this song... Gonna make my move!

Back in check, now let's get into the groove!

Whatchu expect?

(December 2010, Pieter Gilis)

Bohemian SIN4ME (Part I)

A Dumbo, left in paradise, left to stumble... But he won't crumble, tumble, tries to stay humble!

Askin' questions, about his own actions, attractions, distractions and reactions

To obtain perfection, in order to give protection and affection

Effectin' your Kids... This might be a Fatal Attraction! 

Do you depose or impose 'everybody nose'...? 

Who knows?

I know... Not high now, stayin' low, in controle

Stardust seems to be on everybody's lips

I don't care about your lifestyle

Just make your life worth while

And come back to grips

Lil' kids lookin' up to me like I'm a Hero, but I'm not.

Sometimes I still feel weak! Will I ever peak?

What can I say and do? Can I even speak?

A laughingstock! Seem to be the talk of the town...

You all make me feel like this sorry-ass clown!

Am I mr. Frown...?

Am I going crazy?

Do I need to feel ashamed when I'm drunk or hazy?

It's you that's crazy.

Because this is how you raised me!

Do what you want

Live your own life!

All I ask you is to stop the fight

Communicate, integrate, enlight!

We all can live in peace in this Bohemian Sin4Me paradise!

Just show me love for who I am, not what I am or what I might be!

Don't gimme that evil stare!

Just wanna see you smile, it cost nothing, no denail!

But these days that's a hard search, it's unfair!

That's why I stop walking and stare

Back at you

Giving you a chance to give me just one smile

One smile, one love, that's all I ask

I never mean to scare

But I'm very aware

That people fear me when I feel like really hurting a man

Why?

Maybe because I will!

Maybe because I can!

I don't wanna go mind-evil on you

Just beware!

The words I'm spittin', my words, they're not just hot air!

Prepare to endure pain from this new school Voltaire!  

The Mack Daddy, The Informer, Fred Astaire!

Return of the Buffalo SoulYa

Within' a Green Paddy

Playin' along like a caddy!

Original in every way... Always actin'

Actin' like I don't care... 

So what if I love pop songs, disco and Disney?

Does that make you better than me?

Is lovin' all music worth a diss?

You fuckin' bitch!

I also love girls in thongs

The girl next door

The girl who sang that song

Nice girls! Nasty girls! Classy girls!

Thinking... 'Going Once, going twice...'

Lookin' at girls like an auctioneer

Will it be like this for the rest of my life?

So go on and hate me for that!

Afraid of water and still a water rat!

It's the way y'all look at me!

I'm just walking to the beat

When I don't wanna look at you?

I'll be looking at my feet

You think this shit is easy?

When I'm good, I'm breezy

When I'm pist I'm a a sinfull son of God

Frankensteins Monster! Unappeasing!

A freak... Unique!

Wrapped in all this mystique, still-mathicly lackin' the technique!

Yeah, I know you haters can't wait to participate verbally kickin' my ass on stage!

Don't waste your time...

The stage is yours

Lemme just chill right now

Don't playa-hate!

I'll concentrate

and blow this shit up

No, wait

Can't do that!

First I gotta get paid!

I know I'm a white fucked up kid with a messed up mind

Not refined, not signed... In your words... Undefined!

Fuck that for now, just let me unwind!

Lemme blaze up and get blazed!

Gimme the chance I know I deserve

and you might just be amazed...

I'm not comin' out of any closet

You fuckin' losers, I ain't gay

Got some close friends, yeah...

Don't you, you fuckin' bitch, don't give me that stress!

I love my friends, that don't mean I'll be wearin' a skirt or a fuckin' dress

I love my girls, girls, girls... All over the world!

They seem to kinda like me too...

They can't get enough!

Is that why you hate on me?

Sittin' in your Bentley or your sweet ass coup?

My mind is twisted, twirled

Y'all don't even know...

So much love to give...

To her, her, her and... your girl!

Makes me cold as fuck!

Is this the life I must live?

Makin' your girl's legs curl?

Don't fuckin' push me! 

Sometimes I'm so close to the edge I might unfurl!

Who knows what's gonna happen then...

Kinda curious 'bout it, I must say, but keep me Zen!

Keep me chill, keep me cool!

Keep on givin' me girls, make me drewl!

Make her drewl!

Not just talkin' bout her mouth you fool!

This is part of my Bohemian Sinforme

My ghetto symphony!

Not phony! I'm 4 Real!

(December 2010, Pieter Gilis)

The time is now (Part I)

Now that I got you sittin' over me

This six leaf clover is talkin' freely

Been lookin' all night

Just lookin'

No Frontin'

Wanted to stay polite

But that's done

The time is now

So come'n get it  girl

Here's your invite...

I might give you a fright

And come off all 'playa-like' tonight

But these words are my thoughts

And these thoughts are my words

Hit you up, skin you down

Reverse, rewind, reverb

Nobody's fault

I'm just like Mike

His Airness, MJ or Tyson

Many faces, all over places

Like ML, Mike Lowry, bad boy for life!

Cool, suave, sophisticated and nice

So I roll the dice...

Have a look and get it shook

Girl read a book, the net, the magz

I know the game

I take, I grabz

Know every trick

Don't gimme crabz

Make you hurt? O-Vert

You sick? Think quick

You better? Will getcha wetter

If you make it so...

Imma be better, much better

Better then your Average-Day-Joe-Blow-stupid-ass-high-as-fuck-no-dough-homo

Imma make you implode... Your body, your mind AND your Soul

Relax girl, just chill

Keep it comin'!

Lemme give you a trill

Now the introduction is over

This lucky clover Be crossing over

Over the bridge or under

Ain't gonna wonder

Wasn't lookin', but is was you i found

You deserve the attention of a true player now... 

Your smile, your mind, your isle, your grind

Hand them all over, don't care when or how

You wanna bet?

I'll make you smile

Make you sweat

No regrets

No more

I get

This lil' little pet

Let's sing a duet

A sextet Connect!

What else you like...

Blondes, Reds, Asians, Indian, Jamaicans, Brunettes?

They'll be no threat

The time is now

Are you my Queen?

Don't know, let's check!

Step three, let's see

Where were we?

Oh yeah, I'm a player

That's right, that's so wrong...

So why you dancing now, so close along

You didn't have to follow me 'n my moves

You kinda like my grooves...

You enjoy the attention, it's true

So why play this game, so hard to get, through to you...

Owkey, there where guys, you got regrets

We all got'm, make no mistake...

But I'm gettin' through to you

So lemme have your permit

Lemme take you home

Lemme sing you a song

Lemme keep you warm

Let us change the norm!

The PLAYER...

Put Love Aside You, Erotic Rampage

Play Ladies All Year, Educated Reign

Picture Losing A Yearning, Eclectic Refrain

Livin' cool G

The Time is now

So give it to me

Yeah, you know how

I'll take you home

At any time

Damn, girl...

You so sweet...

Rockin' to the beat

Your heals, your feet

Your eyes I read

Can I kick it, please?

So come on down,

Don't gimme a frown girl

If you wanna give it, fine

It's gon' be your choice

Not mine...

(November 2010, Pieter Gilis)

Bitch Ass Friends

I'm a drifter, a hitcher, a teacher, a preacher...

Take a picture and just whisper, my name, the fame, I claim!

Feel the the rain, ignore the pain, don't complain

Now let's get down to buisiness!

Lemme explain...

Bitch ass friends, take a stance

your last chance, to repent for your Soul

I've been sent to prevent this segment of godless discontent

On patrol on this earthly black hole

I bring knowledge through 

Rockin Beats, Rythm and Soul

Bitch Ass Friends!

My lovin' respect for you is gone

On parole, on a strole...

Your last chance, to repent for your Soul

Keep your head bangin', break your neck

that should be your goal

Now let this shit take you over and lose controle!

I'm a Prince, son of Kings

Man of steel, master of sins

feet on the ground, no wings

Rhymes so true, they'll hurt you

I can't get through to you?

Fuckin' who...? Has the nerve

To discard my every word?

Make you hurt

Make you bleed

And proceed to lead

this stampede, this creed

Yes indeed!

A new creed we need

So where's my mead

Where's my weed

Plant your seed

And proceed

No more greed

I'm spittin' rhymes all the time

I won't stop 'till the world is mine!

The new scarface, I embrace

your mind filled with hate

One day you will see

Just what you need

And what I'm destined to be!

A new breed

Of man is standing up

Is standing tall

I'll lead all y'all!

The true voice

That anoints

Bring the rain, stop the pain

Hope to see you again

It's al part of His plan

My God

My Man!

(November 2010, Pieter Gilis)

Iron Lion

"Never follow the 'RULES' of a selfproclamed king..."

"One Love!"

Iron Lion, spyin', hidin', lyin', cryin'

Can't keep on tryin'...

Stop this shit or be dead or dying...

Got myself a gun...

When it's pointed at you, will you still be lying?

This bitch, he wished, he'ld gave a fuck 'bout me

you'll see, he'll bleed to death, fuck you... Reject!

Respect? Gave none...

For fun

I'll cock my gun

and shoot this dude!

You won't preclude

my will!

You made me go

downhill!

Now I instill my rhymes...

So I gotta thank you

For all your filthy fucking mental games

you blames, your crimes

ALL the times you shot me down,

with your nasty ass frown... 

You ARE Mr. Grinch, Mr. Scrooge, Mr. Run Down, Mr. Frown!

Stop frontin', give me respect!

That's all I ever wanted... 

Some respect...

So I could protect... The team!!!

Inject my Boys, give 'em my energy, desire, my fuckin' heart and soul!

You didn't want that from me, how come?

You think you're better or smarter than me...?

That's what's going on?

Why are you so COLD?

Fuck you bitch!

I ain't here for you no more!

Now, here's what's next in store...

Karma bitch! This is what you asked for!

Reload, my gun! 

Bitch fuck, EXPLODE!

Eat this... granade!

While I get paid

I found these rhymes

Homegrown, homemade...

Admit, you're wrong

You knew, al-long!

I'll go all-out!

Speak the truth

That's what I'm a-bout!

Not you, you fool...

You're screwed! 

Karma's a bitch!

The Iron Lion...

Bleedin' to death in a ditch!

Just playin', Imma fan... 4 real, I Love you man!

You inspired me to get paid..

Through MUSIC!

Your fucked up attitude inspired me

Rewired me, Attired me...

Now people wanna hire me!

When I got it made!

I'll send you a card

I'll show you nothing but love for your hate... Yeah, I'm smart!

I use Karma in a good way! 

And from now on I'll never stray!

Ain't that a bitch...

Finally got what you deserved

you fucking retard!

Microwave your cold ass heart, 

Don't front!

Be smart!

(November 2010, Pieter Gilis)

Lil' Fly, don't Die

You ain't done nothing wrong, but you just came along...

At the wrong place, at the wrong time.

Time to leave, leave now!

I'll open a window, just leave, don't care how!

But if you keep BUGGIN' me out...
I'll get mad and make a lil' red stain on my wall, I won't stall...
That's not what i'm about, so I hope you choose a different route...

So, I'll open the window... Can you see that cloud? You COULD reach it...

This message I transmit!

To you, 'cause I care: Beware!

Of jealous people who won't give you a chance... Blood Spillers!

People that kill, just after a quick glance...
So take a stance! Fly! Leave now!

Fly away! You could reach that cloud, not the jealous killers, they are stuck here...

They think they could have anything!
But they can't just spread their wings and disappear!

Jealous of your wings, small as they are...

They are green with envy. Never reaching clouds... Not by far!

So, last chance... I WILL make my advance...

Make a lil' red stain on my wall...
I don't wanna do it...

Lil' Fly, don't die...

The window is open...
Reach that cloud!
Give it a try!

(October 2010, Pieter Gilis)