There’s a place in my mind
Which no one can find
Where I dwell alone
Where I sit on my throne

Where I can clear my mind
Where I can be blind
As all around me fades
To nothing but shades

There answers I seek
In the place where I’m weak
But I need to know
Which way I should go

So deep in my mind
No one can find
The one who is me
Who tells who I should be

The one none may ever see

01-11-2011 om 19:10 geschreven door Rezra  

In the street where you lie
Where most people deny
They have been to see you
The one they all knew

In the street where you died
Where none ever cried
For you they had no place
Just liked your pretty face

In the street with a knife
They robbed you from life
Where you are now disposed of
Where you never showed love

In a cold, empty street
Your heart stopped to beat
As the man stood right at your feet
Carelessly tossed the knife down the street

And the man who had you skinned
Just whistled down the wind
In that street where you lie
They all would deny

01-11-2011 om 18:46 geschreven door Rezra  

And where did I go wrong tonight
When I put up one hell of a fight?
And girl, you see the first morning light
On your face it feels quite right

And where did I go wrong tonight
When I told you all will be alright?
My girl, I’ve never lied that hard before
As I lie next to you on the floor

And where did I go wrong tonight
When the blood made me smile of delight?
My girl, I never meant to hurt you like that
But girl, I bludgeoned you to death

And why did you go wrong last night
And lied about it without fright
My girl, your face glistens in the morning light
As the sirens wish you a good night

01-11-2011 om 18:23 geschreven door Rezra  

We let these clouds darken our soul
We let our fears take over control
And forget the warmth of the sun behind

We let these tears rain down on us
We look at them with great disgust
And see not what lies beyond

If we could look behind the tears
If we could leave behind our fears
True happiness awaits us there

Look behind the cloud of tears
As it dissolves with all your fears
And feel the warmth of the sun draw near

01-11-2011 om 18:08 geschreven door Rezra  

Satisfy the needs
Bleeding from your heart
They may be heinous deeds
But they will keep you from falling apart

Slowly murder thoughts
As you satisfy the need
No repent for what you wrought
For the hunger you must feed

The darkness deeply buried
Now you satisfied the need
Momentarily being freed
But be aware the cycle will repeat

And the hunger will once again turn to need

18-10-2011 om 15:36 geschreven door Rezra  

The rain washes all away
Save those memories of you
Deep in my heart they stay
Don’t want to lose that too

The rain washes all away
Leaving now an empty vessel
No more emotions to keep at bay
But those thoughts with which I wrestle

The sun might come through today
Lighting the way to my heart
Once again I’ll find my way
One step closer to my other part

18-10-2011 om 15:35 geschreven door Rezra  

Awestruck, drowsy, hypnotized
The toll is more than I realized
As nothing seems to come through
But the sweet words of your voice
To do as you command
Seems to be my only choice

Like a mindless zombie I just do
Everything you want me to
Like a witch you got me spellbound
Moving to your every sound

Feeling trapped inside my head
All thoughts but those about you dead
The many purposes in my life
Reduced to serving this one cause
For freedom I so long and strife
Yet love is now my only boss

So tell me
What the difference is
Between being in love and being a slave
Maybe it is the shovel I use
For digging my own grave

18-10-2011 om 15:35 geschreven door Rezra  

The fault is mine and mine alone
The burden must be mine to bear
Still I am here and you are gone
With what I never meant to share

I track the steps of a former shadow
A road showing me where to go
But the further down I follow
The more debts to you I owe

The narrow road takes a bend
And I get lost inside the woods
As there the path suddenly ends
A hanging on a tree I only see your boots

The burden falling back on me
Twice as heavy as before
Why did it have to be
You trying to save me from this chore

In my mind I imagine you here
As I go on for the both of us
In my mind you show no fear
One heart left for the both of us

Only together can I carry this
And throw this burden back in its dark abyss

17-10-2011 om 22:35 geschreven door Rezra  

As I try to describe you
I lack of the words
Though they seem within grasp
When I reach out they disperse

I know what I feel
But am unable to convert
From emotions to plain words

Like binary code the feelings rush by
The code is clear and unable to lie
But decoding it in simple words
Gets harder every time I try

Awesome seems so lame a word
Amazingly stunning is one too many times heard
The best description I could do
Is the fact that you are you

17-10-2011 om 18:25 geschreven door Rezra  

Face the truth I cannot see
This place is where I want to be
Step by step I cover ground
Then lose again all hope I found

Through you I cannot see
The future which is you and me
Baby steps are what I take
And even then I make mistakes

But my heart can clearly see
Both of us wanting to be free
But being together does not mean you’ll suffocate
Not since our hearts beat at the same rate

And there is still more for me to see
In the many ways you intrigue me
And I could ask you loads of things each day
But I’d rather get to know you on the way

And as long and as hard as the road might be
As long as you’re there I know it’s where I want to be

16-10-2011 om 20:07 geschreven door Rezra  

My heart still beats for you
My mind is always set on you
My eyes miss the sight of you
But you deny that you do too

Being one in the slightest of moments
We play to be in love
To me more than a game
To you none of the above

You make me feel
Dead on the inside
A zombie on the outside

You don’t feel like hurting anyone
I feel like being put under a gun
You say we should just forget
And that makes me regret

You make me feel
Dead on the inside
A zombie on the outside

I feel dead on the inside
A zombie on the outside

02-10-2011 om 22:44 geschreven door Rezra  

I wish we could speak our mind
But both of us don’t know how to talk
I wish my heart could be crystal clear for once
So I would know what to do

I know I feel attracted
I know we are the same
Doubt creeps through my mind
Still I hope you feel the same

This feeling is stranger than just love
After reading countless definitions
I found out it was none of the above
What I feel differs too much from its description

I feel happy around you
instantly forgetting all my worries
However we are not together
Not now, and not ever

02-10-2011 om 22:40 geschreven door Rezra  

Evolve away and grow apart
Never to exist again as one whole heart
Explode excessively and drift away
Eventually form a Milky Way

The Zone of Avoidance obscured by Milk
From there the Coma Wall might be of silk
Interstellar dust between the stars
Makes a perfect map with planes of scars

Dark energy increasing expansion rate
To reach the Universe’s ultimate fate
The alleged final phase: Omega Point
In which God will surely disappoint

02-10-2011 om 22:36 geschreven door Rezra  

Spitting lies to hide who I am
To show them I am more than just a man
Behind the mask another mask
A darker entity than the last

I hate the ones who pry
I hate the ones who make me lie
They will never see me for who I am
I will never show myself to them

Listen to what I have to say
If you ask about it I will keep you at bay
I will only tell when I feel I can trust you
And then I will tell more than you’d want me to

Until
-Maybe-
 One day I’ll have no more secrets to tell

Until
-Maybe-
One day the dark demon inside me you fell

Until
-Maybe-
One day I will be me

26-09-2011 om 22:09 geschreven door Rezra  

A breeze awakens the fire
Forcing sweat glands to transpire
A breeze spreads the conflagration
The heart seems the causation

An order by the brain
Pumping adrenaline through the veins
The heart starts to flutter
Causing you to stutter

22-09-2011 om 19:04 geschreven door Rezra  

If you refuse to believe
In the person in the mirror
The mist you perceive
Will grow thicker, come nearer

Refuse to believe
And you will achieve
The bitter taste of defeat

If you start to believe
In the person in the mirror
The mist that once clouded
Will get clearer and clearer

Start to believe
The one pulling your sleeve
Is the world laying at your feet

19-09-2011 om 22:38 geschreven door Rezra  

If you were the moon
The wolf would be me
Admiring how you paint the sky

I know you lit those stars for me
And however beautiful they might be
I pay them little mind
As my gaze is set on you
And how you glisten in my eye

You know none of that I can return
Not even the smallest of gestures
But how I try to reach out to you
With all there is a simple wolf can do
A howl at night to my friend in the sky
And hoping some night you’d catch my eye

If you were the moon
The wolf would be me
Howling its deepest love for you
And loving you I truly do

19-09-2011 om 21:32 geschreven door Rezra  

Fate is mocking my every move
Sending me down paths I’d never choose
How I hate to follow but I must
Destiny’s path is one to trust

I did the things I’d never do
All because Fate told me to
Sending me down this one-way road
Which under my feet starts to erode

All I have fate takes away
To keep me from going astray
Not even her I was to hold
By my Fate so cruel and cold

Fate is sitting on my shoulder
Crushing me like a giant boulder
Eyeing me so I won’t outrun
The web it so carefully spun

Faith, my ever so dire mental disease
The only barrier to keep Fate from bringing me to my knees

19-09-2011 om 01:34 geschreven door Rezra  

You fail to see the awful truth
A lie much sweeter to believe
You wish to see all that is good
How can that be naïve?

You fail to see through the lie
A truth which you cannot defy
You see the best inside the worst
Your ignorance your greatest curse

You fail to see one’s true nature
Blinded by your own perception
You think those lost you can cure
A common misconception

19-09-2011 om 01:22 geschreven door Rezra  

Lines crossing the corner of my mind
On the crossings nothing you’ll find
Perhaps a dot too small for you to notice
A memory which I might cherish
But to you of no importance

The sky brims with dots at night
You may take notice because of their light
But except for their glance they mean nothing to you
And they go unnoticed just like dots do

You and me, we are all but a dot
However you might see it not
One day by a line they might connect
As both our paths intersect
And that tiny unimportant little dot
Might be everything you wanted but have not

That small unimportant dot might be me
Holding no importance but to those who wish to see

14-09-2011 om 16:56 geschreven door Rezra