We let these clouds darken our soul
We let our fears take over control
And forget the warmth of the sun behind

We let these tears rain down on us
We look at them with great disgust
And see not what lies beyond

If we could look behind the tears
If we could leave behind our fears
True happiness awaits us there

Look behind the cloud of tears
As it dissolves with all your fears
And feel the warmth of the sun draw near

01-11-2011 om 18:08 geschreven door Rezra  

Poem based on Shake It Out - Florence + the Machine
youtube:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WbN0nX61rIs&ob=av2e

We two connect like old friends
While we only met for mere moments
There must be a way, there must be a way
We are much more than what we say

And every feeling we put on a shelf
Into that box we keep for ourselves
So outside we can show off strong
A masquerade in which we tag along

And due to the mask we’ve been blind
We let us be led by our own minds
There must be a way, there must be a way
To let these doubts slowly fade away

And our love we bury in the ground
Where it can never again be found
So outside we can show off strong
A masquerade in which we tag along

(chorus)
Pull it off, pull it off
Pull it off, pull it off (ooh woaaah)
Pull it off, pull it off
Pull it off, pull it off (ooh woaaah)

And it’s hard to be us with these masks on our face
So pull them off, oh woah

My mind is done with playing its part
So tonight I’m going to speak with my whole heart
And outside we can show off strong
But the masquerade is not where we belong

(Chorus)

And it’s hard to be us with these masks on our face
And given half the chance I would rip it from its place
And after we kiss, together we go on
And the masquerade will be gone

(oh woah, oh woah)

And I’m damned if I do and I’m damned if I don’t
We should leave it all behind even if you won’t
And we’ve been fools to be led by our minds
And all of those thoughts we should leave behind
Cause looking inside, for your love for me
Looking inside, for your love for me
Well what the hell, let’s let our feelings run free

31-10-2011 om 21:25 geschreven door Rezra  

Satisfy the needs
Bleeding from your heart
They may be heinous deeds
But they will keep you from falling apart

Slowly murder thoughts
As you satisfy the need
No repent for what you wrought
For the hunger you must feed

The darkness deeply buried
Now you satisfied the need
Momentarily being freed
But be aware the cycle will repeat

And the hunger will once again turn to need

18-10-2011 om 15:36 geschreven door Rezra  

The rain washes all away
Save those memories of you
Deep in my heart they stay
Don’t want to lose that too

The rain washes all away
Leaving now an empty vessel
No more emotions to keep at bay
But those thoughts with which I wrestle

The sun might come through today
Lighting the way to my heart
Once again I’ll find my way
One step closer to my other part

18-10-2011 om 15:35 geschreven door Rezra  

Awestruck, drowsy, hypnotized
The toll is more than I realized
As nothing seems to come through
But the sweet words of your voice
To do as you command
Seems to be my only choice

Like a mindless zombie I just do
Everything you want me to
Like a witch you got me spellbound
Moving to your every sound

Feeling trapped inside my head
All thoughts but those about you dead
The many purposes in my life
Reduced to serving this one cause
For freedom I so long and strife
Yet love is now my only boss

So tell me
What the difference is
Between being in love and being a slave
Maybe it is the shovel I use
For digging my own grave

18-10-2011 om 15:35 geschreven door Rezra  

The fault is mine and mine alone
The burden must be mine to bear
Still I am here and you are gone
With what I never meant to share

I track the steps of a former shadow
A road showing me where to go
But the further down I follow
The more debts to you I owe

The narrow road takes a bend
And I get lost inside the woods
As there the path suddenly ends
A hanging on a tree I only see your boots

The burden falling back on me
Twice as heavy as before
Why did it have to be
You trying to save me from this chore

In my mind I imagine you here
As I go on for the both of us
In my mind you show no fear
One heart left for the both of us

Only together can I carry this
And throw this burden back in its dark abyss

17-10-2011 om 22:35 geschreven door Rezra  

As I try to describe you
I lack of the words
Though they seem within grasp
When I reach out they disperse

I know what I feel
But am unable to convert
From emotions to plain words

Like binary code the feelings rush by
The code is clear and unable to lie
But decoding it in simple words
Gets harder every time I try

Awesome seems so lame a word
Amazingly stunning is one too many times heard
The best description I could do
Is the fact that you are you

17-10-2011 om 18:25 geschreven door Rezra  

Face the truth I cannot see
This place is where I want to be
Step by step I cover ground
Then lose again all hope I found

Through you I cannot see
The future which is you and me
Baby steps are what I take
And even then I make mistakes

But my heart can clearly see
Both of us wanting to be free
But being together does not mean you’ll suffocate
Not since our hearts beat at the same rate

And there is still more for me to see
In the many ways you intrigue me
And I could ask you loads of things each day
But I’d rather get to know you on the way

And as long and as hard as the road might be
As long as you’re there I know it’s where I want to be

16-10-2011 om 20:07 geschreven door Rezra  

My heart still beats for you
My mind is always set on you
My eyes miss the sight of you
But you deny that you do too

Being one in the slightest of moments
We play to be in love
To me more than a game
To you none of the above

You make me feel
Dead on the inside
A zombie on the outside

You don’t feel like hurting anyone
I feel like being put under a gun
You say we should just forget
And that makes me regret

You make me feel
Dead on the inside
A zombie on the outside

I feel dead on the inside
A zombie on the outside

02-10-2011 om 22:44 geschreven door Rezra  

I wish we could speak our mind
But both of us don’t know how to talk
I wish my heart could be crystal clear for once
So I would know what to do

I know I feel attracted
I know we are the same
Doubt creeps through my mind
Still I hope you feel the same

This feeling is stranger than just love
After reading countless definitions
I found out it was none of the above
What I feel differs too much from its description

I feel happy around you
instantly forgetting all my worries
However we are not together
Not now, and not ever

02-10-2011 om 22:40 geschreven door Rezra  

Evolve away and grow apart
Never to exist again as one whole heart
Explode excessively and drift away
Eventually form a Milky Way

The Zone of Avoidance obscured by Milk
From there the Coma Wall might be of silk
Interstellar dust between the stars
Makes a perfect map with planes of scars

Dark energy increasing expansion rate
To reach the Universe’s ultimate fate
The alleged final phase: Omega Point
In which God will surely disappoint

02-10-2011 om 22:36 geschreven door Rezra  

Spitting lies to hide who I am
To show them I am more than just a man
Behind the mask another mask
A darker entity than the last

I hate the ones who pry
I hate the ones who make me lie
They will never see me for who I am
I will never show myself to them

Listen to what I have to say
If you ask about it I will keep you at bay
I will only tell when I feel I can trust you
And then I will tell more than you’d want me to

Until
-Maybe-
 One day I’ll have no more secrets to tell

Until
-Maybe-
One day the dark demon inside me you fell

Until
-Maybe-
One day I will be me

26-09-2011 om 22:09 geschreven door Rezra  

A breeze awakens the fire
Forcing sweat glands to transpire
A breeze spreads the conflagration
The heart seems the causation

An order by the brain
Pumping adrenaline through the veins
The heart starts to flutter
Causing you to stutter

22-09-2011 om 19:04 geschreven door Rezra  

A Spirit making you feel colder
A Strange Entity on a stroll
The shivers clear to the beholder
It passed right through your soul

After collision come exchanges
Soul and Spirit intertwine
Can you feel the sudden changes
As both of them combine?

A passage in a dead elm
Sending messages to the unseen
A transit to another realm
Transmitting signals to those in between

The Spirit flourishes in your soul
A bond between God and mankind
On which no more sin shall befall
But on those you left behind

Rest your heart in remorse
Drown the spirit in your soul
Get back up on your plow horse
Get her to make you whole

A passage in a dead elm
Sending messages to the unseen
A transit to another realm
Transmitting signals to those in between

Return her and you'll see
She is more than He'll ever be 

22-09-2011 om 00:00 geschreven door Rezra  

If you refuse to believe
In the person in the mirror
The mist you perceive
Will grow thicker, come nearer

Refuse to believe
And you will achieve
The bitter taste of defeat

If you start to believe
In the person in the mirror
The mist that once clouded
Will get clearer and clearer

Start to believe
The one pulling your sleeve
Is the world laying at your feet

19-09-2011 om 22:38 geschreven door Rezra  

If you were the moon
The wolf would be me
Admiring how you paint the sky

I know you lit those stars for me
And however beautiful they might be
I pay them little mind
As my gaze is set on you
And how you glisten in my eye

You know none of that I can return
Not even the smallest of gestures
But how I try to reach out to you
With all there is a simple wolf can do
A howl at night to my friend in the sky
And hoping some night you’d catch my eye

If you were the moon
The wolf would be me
Howling its deepest love for you
And loving you I truly do

19-09-2011 om 21:32 geschreven door Rezra  

Fate is mocking my every move
Sending me down paths I’d never choose
How I hate to follow but I must
Destiny’s path is one to trust

I did the things I’d never do
All because Fate told me to
Sending me down this one-way road
Which under my feet starts to erode

All I have fate takes away
To keep me from going astray
Not even her I was to hold
By my Fate so cruel and cold

Fate is sitting on my shoulder
Crushing me like a giant boulder
Eyeing me so I won’t outrun
The web it so carefully spun

Faith, my ever so dire mental disease
The only barrier to keep Fate from bringing me to my knees

19-09-2011 om 01:34 geschreven door Rezra  

You fail to see the awful truth
A lie much sweeter to believe
You wish to see all that is good
How can that be naïve?

You fail to see through the lie
A truth which you cannot defy
You see the best inside the worst
Your ignorance your greatest curse

You fail to see one’s true nature
Blinded by your own perception
You think those lost you can cure
A common misconception

19-09-2011 om 01:22 geschreven door Rezra  

Lines crossing the corner of my mind
On the crossings nothing you’ll find
Perhaps a dot too small for you to notice
A memory which I might cherish
But to you of no importance

The sky brims with dots at night
You may take notice because of their light
But except for their glance they mean nothing to you
And they go unnoticed just like dots do

You and me, we are all but a dot
However you might see it not
One day by a line they might connect
As both our paths intersect
And that tiny unimportant little dot
Might be everything you wanted but have not

That small unimportant dot might be me
Holding no importance but to those who wish to see

14-09-2011 om 16:56 geschreven door Rezra  

The heroes dash in the deepest of night
Stars among the brightest of light

Evil be prepared
Villains do be scared
The league of heroes arriving soon
See their shadows cast upon the moon

Like fireworks in the deepest of night
The raging battle setting skies alight

As heroes dash up in the sky
Like falling stars they fly
Leaving cities half destroyed
But the fight they have enjoyed

Evil meet your fate
For penance way too late
The league of heroes will exterminate
But collateral damage they negate

One day they might answer for their deeds all right
But for now we make do with them dashing at night

11-09-2011 om 19:32 geschreven door Rezra