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17-10-2011
Intertwined (A story of untold love)
The fault is mine and mine alone The burden must be mine to bear Still I am here and you are gone With what I never meant to share
I track the steps of a former shadow A road showing me where to go But the further down I follow The more debts to you I owe
The narrow road takes a bend And I get lost inside the woods As there the path suddenly ends A hanging on a tree I only see your boots
The burden falling back on me Twice as heavy as before Why did it have to be You trying to save me from this chore
In my mind I imagine you here As I go on for the both of us In my mind you show no fear One heart left for the both of us
Only together can I carry this And throw this burden back in its dark abyss
Face the truth I cannot see This place is where I want to be Step by step I cover ground Then lose again all hope I found
Through you I cannot see The future which is you and me Baby steps are what I take And even then I make mistakes
But my heart can clearly see Both of us wanting to be free But being together does not mean you’ll suffocate Not since our hearts beat at the same rate
And there is still more for me to see In the many ways you intrigue me And I could ask you loads of things each day But I’d rather get to know you on the way
And as long and as hard as the road might be As long as you’re there I know it’s where I want to be
I wish we could speak our mind But both of us don’t know how to talk I wish my heart could be crystal clear for once So I would know what to do
I know I feel attracted I know we are the same Doubt creeps through my mind Still I hope you feel the same
This feeling is stranger than just love After reading countless definitions I found out it was none of the above What I feel differs too much from its description
I feel happy around you instantly forgetting all my worries However we are not together Not now, and not ever
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You, Me, God and the Universe
Evolve away and grow apart Never to exist again as one whole heart Explode excessively and drift away Eventually form a Milky Way
The Zone of Avoidance obscured by Milk From there the Coma Wall might be of silk Interstellar dust between the stars Makes a perfect map with planes of scars
Dark energy increasing expansion rate To reach the Universe’s ultimate fate The alleged final phase: Omega Point In which God will surely disappoint
The universe’s core is our heart The Big Bang blowing us apart But no Dark Matter how far As I Sail on this fal(l)(ter)ing star Nothing will stop me from colliding with you
Spitting lies to hide who I am To show them I am more than just a man Behind the mask another mask A darker entity than the last
I hate the ones who pry I hate the ones who make me lie They will never see me for who I am I will never show myself to them
Listen to what I have to say If you ask about it I will keep you at bay I will only tell when I feel I can trust you And then I will tell more than you’d want me to
Until -Maybe- One day I’ll have no more secrets to tell
Until -Maybe- One day the dark demon inside me you fell
A breeze awakens the fire Forcing sweat glands to transpire A breeze spreads the conflagration The heart seems the causation
An order by the brain Pumping adrenaline through the veins The heart starts to flutter Causing you to stutter
A stressful smile in pain But you do not complain As both eyes won’t turn from her You know there is no medical cure It’s love… The symptoms made it sure
If you were the moon The wolf would be me Admiring how you paint the sky
I know you lit those stars for me And however beautiful they might be I pay them little mind As my gaze is set on you And how you glisten in my eye
You know none of that I can return Not even the smallest of gestures But how I try to reach out to you With all there is a simple wolf can do A howl at night to my friend in the sky And hoping some night you’d catch my eye
If you were the moon The wolf would be me Howling its deepest love for you And loving you I truly do
Lines crossing the corner of my mind On the crossings nothing you’ll find Perhaps a dot too small for you to notice A memory which I might cherish But to you of no importance
The sky brims with dots at night You may take notice because of their light But except for their glance they mean nothing to you And they go unnoticed just like dots do
You and me, we are all but a dot However you might see it not One day by a line they might connect As both our paths intersect And that tiny unimportant little dot Might be everything you wanted but have not
That small unimportant dot might be me Holding no importance but to those who wish to see
Be aware, Of his promise Please believe, What I say Take care, He may look harmless His deceive, Leads to decay
So he creates this awkward feeling Like it seems your heart he’s stealing And like a summer breeze He will make you feel at ease And if he makes you feel at ease He will talk you of his promise And at first it might seem clever But you will be bound forever
And your soul is forever his to keep
Be aware, Of his promise Please believe, What I say Take care, He may look harmless His deceive, Leads to decay
For the words may come so easy But they’ll make you feel all queasy And the vows may come too quickly But once made you will see clearly Even if you really love him You’ll see your love’s not for him But the pact he will keep you to And you’ll remember how I warned you
And your soul is forever his to keep Yes your soul is forever his to keep
Now don’t say I never warned you There’s no more that you can do If I told you how I loved you Would that have made a difference? Well, we might have run together But you chose his side forever My love, how I’ve warned you And believe it pains me too
That your soul is forever his to keep And you know you lost all so you weep Yes your soul is forever his to keep
Dit gedicht is gebaseerd op volgende song: Klaxons - Hello 23 (Geen youtube video beschikbaar)
Cities lay in ruin near the Broken Mountain Where fumes still poison those alive Blood still floods in the centre fountain Where dragons started to revive
If you can predict all these random events They start to form a prophecy Find out what this vivid dream represents to some extent an odyssey
There’s no way out You can’t escape What’s to be your destiny
Statues speak of an aged Wolf Mother Fabled to bring us our end A wolfman turning to his fellow brother Tells “you’d better run, my friend”
If you can predict all these random events They start to form a prophecy Find out what this vivid dream represents to some extent an odyssey
There’s no way out You can’t escape What’s to be your destiny
A vision formed of a mythic Death Lance Putting the wolf mother to rest With sword in hand a final dragon’s dance Saving what is left at best
If you can predict all these random events They start to form a prophecy Find out what this vivid dream represents to some extent an odyssey
There’s no way out You can’t escape What is to be your destiny
A murder leading to the fabled Destiny The leash is on the innocent The Random starts to set some clarity As the chances seem to bend
A leash is holding those of fabled Destiny The dice roll ever randomly Five sixes tell you of your endless Luck streak Repeating the sequence you seek
Since Fate started meddling with circumstances The Arbitrary fails to connect You seem to hold the utmost best of chances The outcome always what you expect
A leash is holding those of fabled Destiny Your dices rolling randomly The snake eyes setting you some clarity Luck died with your Destiny
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05-09-2011
When you talk to me I think of other things unrelated to the subject(Distracted)
An epic song in the back of your head In that part of the brain supposed to be long dead However you remembered is just a guess Another puddle in the mess
Another friend you hate to be with A word becoming legend fading to myth By a twist of your sickened mind Another point of view you find
An epic song in the back of your head Another friend’s monster under your bed Whatever makes sense is whatever came first After a nip of your drink you won’t die of thirst
Connected by the meaningless Leading your mind to instantly digress Whatever makes more sense Was the first thing to commence
Lost in the conversation The main subject a fixation Your thoughts already leading you away To whatever nonsense you might say
The cup half empty The cup half full A matter of perception Still empty is empty And full stays full
A heart bursting with emotions A heart feeling as empty as a hole Not a matter of perception Because the heart is filled with emotion Yet you need two hearts to make one whole
