Satisfy the needs
Bleeding from your heart
They may be heinous deeds
But they will keep you from falling apart

Slowly murder thoughts
As you satisfy the need
No repent for what you wrought
For the hunger you must feed

The darkness deeply buried
Now you satisfied the need
Momentarily being freed
But be aware the cycle will repeat

And the hunger will once again turn to need

18-10-2011 om 15:36 geschreven door Rezra  

The rain washes all away
Save those memories of you
Deep in my heart they stay
Don’t want to lose that too

The rain washes all away
Leaving now an empty vessel
No more emotions to keep at bay
But those thoughts with which I wrestle

The sun might come through today
Lighting the way to my heart
Once again I’ll find my way
One step closer to my other part

18-10-2011 om 15:35 geschreven door Rezra  

Awestruck, drowsy, hypnotized
The toll is more than I realized
As nothing seems to come through
But the sweet words of your voice
To do as you command
Seems to be my only choice

Like a mindless zombie I just do
Everything you want me to
Like a witch you got me spellbound
Moving to your every sound

Feeling trapped inside my head
All thoughts but those about you dead
The many purposes in my life
Reduced to serving this one cause
For freedom I so long and strife
Yet love is now my only boss

So tell me
What the difference is
Between being in love and being a slave
Maybe it is the shovel I use
For digging my own grave

18-10-2011 om 15:35 geschreven door Rezra  

The fault is mine and mine alone
The burden must be mine to bear
Still I am here and you are gone
With what I never meant to share

I track the steps of a former shadow
A road showing me where to go
But the further down I follow
The more debts to you I owe

The narrow road takes a bend
And I get lost inside the woods
As there the path suddenly ends
A hanging on a tree I only see your boots

The burden falling back on me
Twice as heavy as before
Why did it have to be
You trying to save me from this chore

In my mind I imagine you here
As I go on for the both of us
In my mind you show no fear
One heart left for the both of us

Only together can I carry this
And throw this burden back in its dark abyss

17-10-2011 om 22:35 geschreven door Rezra  

As I try to describe you
I lack of the words
Though they seem within grasp
When I reach out they disperse

I know what I feel
But am unable to convert
From emotions to plain words

Like binary code the feelings rush by
The code is clear and unable to lie
But decoding it in simple words
Gets harder every time I try

Awesome seems so lame a word
Amazingly stunning is one too many times heard
The best description I could do
Is the fact that you are you

17-10-2011 om 18:25 geschreven door Rezra