Busy weekend behind me. Painted the entire living room. Double layer, except there where I will use another color. It is pink, and I know what you are ythinking, ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MIND!!! but it works, it is a warm color, granted it makes my living room look smaller than before, but is warmer and that is what I wanted. So the other color is going te be red, I think bordeaux red, but I haven't made up my mind yet. I hate painting. But I am proud of the end result and I can say that I did this on my own.
I thought I should give myself a reward, first choice, going to the zonnebank. Second thought I had was that this is the perfect excuses to ..., then I told myself, no , you can give yourself a reward, but not that.
The bright side : this work is worth a lot of points with weightwatchers, 15 points on Saturday and 8 on Sunday. Add to that the walks /runs I did with my dog and I earned a lot of points this weekend.
Justr saw something funny : a dog in a carseat for a child.
I am emptying my closet in preparation for painting my living room this weekend.
I bought something that should enable me to move one particularly heavy closet, so far no luck. hence the emptying
I need to keep busy because weekends tend to be hard . And I am already coming up with good excuses to use again, but like Sherlock Holmes said in Elementary there are no good excuses. I need to focus on Layki and finally finishing my living room.
So I decided that I should behave professionally at work, to not let my emotions get the better of me. It is childish and stupid.
I managed to do so today. I also decided that I should never send a mail when I am mad. I should use my blog instead.
I just hope I will somehow get through the enormeous pile of work. Because it is bringing me down and is very tiring.
At the end of every week I am dead tired.
it's weird you know, I have this long conversations or thoughts with myself in my head, but when I finally have the chance /time to write them down, they're gone. and believe it or not, some of the things are funny and worth sharing , not lik this rubbish.
I nearly lost my soberbuddy. I didn't even realise that that is what she is until today.
Somewhat after 1 o'clock I receive a call from the people who walk my dog during the day. they told me she had managed to break free and ran away. My heart froze. I already saw her lying on the street, run over by a car. So I jumped on my bike and rode like the wind to get home. 10-15 minutes after I got home, I hear she has been found and is at the policestation. So I run over there and yes, there she was, unharmed. I always thougth I made a mistake taking her in, but she is the best first dog you could ever wish for.
And she is the main reason I stay clean, because she is worth staying clean for. So loosing her, would be catastrophical.
This is not good, I've been at work for an hour and already I am annoyed. There is this girl I work with and she considers herself to be handicapped which is an insult to all the really handicapped people out there and she expects special treatment because of her 'handicap'.
She is also a favourite of our boss, so I need to stay in control all the time. But sometimes I want to scream at her to SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!
I also decided that I should never send a mail when I am mad. I should use my blog instead.
