What’s darkness, 

what’s the meaning of all.
Why are we afraid?
From darkness,  
If there’s nothing after all.

Frightened to see,
you and me.
You elucidate my eyes,
but yet I still can’t be,
what you wanted me.
I’m dying.

Hey,
Don’t drink too much Champagne!
Because the day after makes you ready to drain.
Hey,
Don’t dance to much
Hey, hey, hey…
Leave me alone,
run to another clone.

Oh men,
I loathe you all.
You all want me to fall,
deep down dark,
fade…
in a shimmer, just tell me when.

I wanted to survive,
but jet, what’s the meaning of my life?
Is it worth all the suffering, and pain?
Or is this all in vain?

And still, love is haunting me…
Makes me think,
I will be happy.
Never the less,
I think I’ll never make progress.

Oh men,
I loathe you all.
You all want me to fall,
deep down dark,
fade…
in a shimmer, please tell me when...

Shut up, shut up, SHUT YOUR MOUTHS!!

09-07-2011, 00:00 geschreven door Lunaloving  

Hey oh,
I’ve become greedy
tough we’ve just begun.
Making too much fun.
No single word could verbalize this.

It’s not by time,
certainly not in time.
My borders just opened,
tonight I’m not crying sir,
I’ll make sure love isn’t dying.

You hold me,
whether it’s right or wrong.
I like the fact,
that you’ll be here with me
In this simple song.
Try to understand,
you’re all I can see now.
Have to know,
there’s not only resistance in my hand.

I don’t know if you can.
Handle this, a loser.
But maybe if you hold me,
long enough.
Maybe I can see,
a chance for you and even for me.

High heels, heart of stone.
Attentive, jet severe.
I barely recognize my own.
Tough you don’t think,
it’s bad to know.

You have to face the truth,
without it’s helpless.
I’m boundless…

I hope thrust is upon us both.
Believe me what I say,
if I say:
You held my hands to lay
them down.
Hope my heart speaks clear,
or you’ll have my fear.
It’ll make us drown in an ocean deep.
I’ll remain insane,
and everything will be in vain.

I’m just waiting in line.

19-06-2011, 00:00 geschreven door Lunaloving  

I just want to say
I
am not the only one in this
situation
I
cannot figure this out
by myself!

Can you?
Can you please help me?
I feel this confused!
Yeah… Me and you.

I hate it tough,
can’t be with you.
I hate to say,
but I’m not in love with you…

I loved you once,
but actually, it stayed with a kiss.
That made me feel magic,
while I’m actually tragic.

Can you?
Can you please help me?
Days get darker,
life gets harder.
But it’s all a matter of time they say.
Don’t believe a word!

Take the time to follow your dreams,
‘cuz  I lied about staying with you.
You are far away from here,
don’t understand a word I say!
Don’t feel ok…

I just want freedom,
if it’s liable in your scheme.
Can’t get you out of here,
Love the way you lie,
love the way you if you care,
love the way you die.

Don’t help me please,
question is: Can I escape?
The reality seems so vague…
I’ll help myself.
By always being there for me.
I know now that that doesn’t make sense. 

09-06-2011, 00:00 geschreven door Lunaloving  

If people said the truth all the time,
life wouldn’t be fascinating.
If people didn’t experience,
we would never learn.

But the monster inside doesn’t neglect,
It’s hunger keeps going on.
Though I tried to stop it, 
nosy dosy..
and my throat gets black.
Inhale, exhale.

The dark place of my room,
is full of unknown danger,
This has to be discovered.
I can’t longer be the strong one I used to be.
Made my heart a stone,
but I was to blind for it.

Where was time,
that life was so colorful.
The time for me to shine,
brighter than a rainbow.

I was waiting for the sun,
but I only saw dark clouds.
One day, rain appeared.
Damn god, I forgot my umbrella.

Please can someone take that umbrella for me.
And please, don’t waste my time.
The last seconds of my life.
I’m falling down.

23-05-2011, 00:00 geschreven door Lunaloving